Be U: Asking Cells

Coming for the Real You.

I'm hoping to share thoughts, fun and insightful information and aha moments with all to better serve ourselves and the universe.

My background is that of Executive Secretary for the local Electric company (11 years).

Certified Personal Trainer (since 1991) and Fitness Consultant for my own company, Beachin Bodies (6 years) and certified in Reiki and Nutrition with training in Cranial Sacral work, Tai Chi, and Meditation. Certified as a Professional Life Coach (2015); Minister at Universal Life Church (2016);

and, possibly, most important,

my own journey through illness and avenues, roads and roadblocks that I have taken to find the real me. (35 plus years).

The me that I was born as. The me that is the all-knowing. I believe the search is endless and we are here to learn and to love and to share it all.

Wednesday, December 14, 2011

Asking Cells

I get in my car and have on the NYU (New York University) "Doctor" radio show, on Satellite, and I hear "we are asking our cells to change" BAM! I got a laugh because earlier I blogged about getting all my cells to believe completely that we are all as we are supposed to be in this moment in time.

It was a show on plastic surgery. .

Wouldn't it be cool if we could get on a table and someone perform 'work' with us and when we got up from the table that our cells could 'know' differently.

Hey, wait. There is! Cranial Sacral, some Massages, NET, Acupuncture, Somato Emotional Release, Meditation, even Movement and so many other modalities help with this. All these things can change our way of thinking if we are open to it and let it play out with ease, trust and belief in our own inner knowing. For me, it has become easy to believe; because I have experienced much of this again and again.

I have felt the shape of my head change and I have felt more blood going to my skin and I have felt old beliefs leave me and chances at a new life enter me.

Oh, the excitement of exploring inwardly. It is not for cowards. And, I have felt cowardly often.

It seems the more afraid I am when going for a treatment or an 'inward exploratory visit' of some kind; the more productive the visit is. Some days I did not want to go with everything that I was feeling. I didn't want anything at all to do with it. I went anyway and afterwards - I always feel lighter, stronger and happier. I would many times feel exhaustion and, yet, I felt different; better.

My wish for you is that if you feel yourself resisting something; you let it become a part of you and see what happens and learn from it. I believe 'it' shows itself for a reason. If we choose not to resist or judge and just allow what is; it can be amazingly awesome what we just might find out.

Our inner knowing rocks only when we listen to it.

May you hear your inner knowing today and follow it through and rock on.

I'm right there with you if you want me to be.

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My Past Story

The first thing I would always tell a new doctor was 'my dad left me when I was 10'. He just disappeared, ran away. It was pretty awful for me. I thought it was my fault as most kids sometimes do. I thought I was unlovable. Years later, 20 maybe, I realized it wasn't just that my dad left me that affected my life, but also that my mom stayed. She stayed and I'll be forever grateful. However, her staying wasn't all peaches and creme. She was so hurt, so distraught, so frightened to raise three kids on her own and find a job that it was very hard for her to be there for me and my needs. I chose to shutdown, be quiet and try not to make it any harder on her as to not ask for much, or voice much, or need much.

Years later, in 11/12th grade, I noticed my fingers being really cold and hurting all the time. I noticed them turning purple and the pain was very 'loud'. Humorously enough, I had chosen to be a secretary and typing was a big part of my everyday. I loved it even. Fingers flying across the keyboard with as little mistakes as possible was the goal. I was pretty good at it. While in typing class, I remember putting my hands on my neck to try to warm them and make them feel better. I was naive enough then to think this must be happening to everyone.

Anyway, years went by and nobody was able to tell me why this was happening or what to do to make it better. Then, approximately 4 years later, I remember (what I felt) was little me sitting across from a really big doctor at his really big desk and him telling me I was allergic to myself. Of course, this was him describing to me what auto-immune meant. I had a disease called scleroderma and it could kill me (sometimes in as little as five years) and I would most likely be on medicine and have it for the rest of my life and there was nothing to change it.

Anyway, almost 30 years later, I've had my share of pain and I'm alive. I've had ulcerations on my fingers and I have lost most of my nails on both hands from lack of circulation and producing too much collagen. My hands are somewhat not a pretty sight and to hit something with one of my fingers by accident (well, I refer to the feeling as 'going to the moon).

When I was about 30, I started looking at alternative medicine and I tried anything that came across my path to try to stop the pain. I have tried many normal and not so normal 'ideas'. I sometimes do not believe at what lengths I went to try to ease my pain and suffering!

This is what has brought me here to this point in my life.

I'm grateful to be able to learn so much about myself and life and I wouldn't take it back (well, some days I might want to).

Something was telling me to blog. I really didn't know much about blogging - I am still a novice at best. Approximately 5 weeks ago, I sat at my computer and started typing.

I am surprised at where my blogs have led me. I thought I was trying to help others and that still is a big goal of mine. However, what I am finding out is that this is a great outlet for me.

A way to feel like I'm doing something. I told a friend this morning about my blog and I said that it's draining because I put everything out there and do not hold back as I post each individual blog; its fun because it does give me an outlet and I feel a little purpose in my life; and it's scary because I don't want anyone laughing at me or telling me that I am completely 'off my rocker'!