Be U: Bestow Honor and Bewitchment

Coming for the Real You.

I'm hoping to share thoughts, fun and insightful information and aha moments with all to better serve ourselves and the universe.

My background is that of Executive Secretary for the local Electric company (11 years).

Certified Personal Trainer (since 1991) and Fitness Consultant for my own company, Beachin Bodies (6 years) and certified in Reiki and Nutrition with training in Cranial Sacral work, Tai Chi, and Meditation. Certified as a Professional Life Coach (2015); Minister at Universal Life Church (2016);

and, possibly, most important,

my own journey through illness and avenues, roads and roadblocks that I have taken to find the real me. (35 plus years).

The me that I was born as. The me that is the all-knowing. I believe the search is endless and we are here to learn and to love and to share it all.

Sunday, December 27, 2020

Bestow Honor and Bewitchment

Christmas Day sunset.

May you let the magic of the love and spirit in your heart be felt. Life is full of cycles. Bestow honor.

Bewitchment Time, perhaps, for You and Me.

Christmas is over. We have experienced Christmas 2020 to the best of our ability through our inner understanding and own love. We have united with each other; the 'each other' that we chose to unite with. I have learned that we do not have to be with someone to be with someone; so to speak.

I carry many people in my heart with me wherever I go; with whatever I'm doing. It gives me a fulfillment of 'enough', togetherness, joy and my ultimate satisfaction - connection.

I have a need and desire to feel connected. It seems to have always been important to me. I enjoy both being alone and connected in oneness.

This magical Christmas Day sunset felt magical. The colors were connecting. There was a fulfillment in my heart and soul. My mind knew honor, awareness, and gratitude living in and through the spirit of what this Christmas felt like to me.

I believe in having faith that there is always something good and enjoyable coming my way. I have trust and hope that healing is always possible.

It is now the bewitching time. Between what was Christmas and the past year to what will be the New Year and opening up to my own beautiful life; your beautiful life. To live the beautiful life that is within each of us out.

May each of us have/see/feel/know/be the beauty in our life and allow it to uplift our life and the way way we choose to live it.

I offer you encouragement to trust how you feel and to allow your best of kindness. To follow what you feel, think, know and are into the spirit, point of view and openness to the best of in every breath that you take.

May you breathe and be aware that you are...

Invite whatever you wish to live in, through, with and as.

Bewitch your life. In doing so, you offer another/others to do the same.

Bewitch - to enchant, charm; fascinate (dictionary)

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My Past Story

The first thing I would always tell a new doctor was 'my dad left me when I was 10'. He just disappeared, ran away. It was pretty awful for me. I thought it was my fault as most kids sometimes do. I thought I was unlovable. Years later, 20 maybe, I realized it wasn't just that my dad left me that affected my life, but also that my mom stayed. She stayed and I'll be forever grateful. However, her staying wasn't all peaches and creme. She was so hurt, so distraught, so frightened to raise three kids on her own and find a job that it was very hard for her to be there for me and my needs. I chose to shutdown, be quiet and try not to make it any harder on her as to not ask for much, or voice much, or need much.

Years later, in 11/12th grade, I noticed my fingers being really cold and hurting all the time. I noticed them turning purple and the pain was very 'loud'. Humorously enough, I had chosen to be a secretary and typing was a big part of my everyday. I loved it even. Fingers flying across the keyboard with as little mistakes as possible was the goal. I was pretty good at it. While in typing class, I remember putting my hands on my neck to try to warm them and make them feel better. I was naive enough then to think this must be happening to everyone.

Anyway, years went by and nobody was able to tell me why this was happening or what to do to make it better. Then, approximately 4 years later, I remember (what I felt) was little me sitting across from a really big doctor at his really big desk and him telling me I was allergic to myself. Of course, this was him describing to me what auto-immune meant. I had a disease called scleroderma and it could kill me (sometimes in as little as five years) and I would most likely be on medicine and have it for the rest of my life and there was nothing to change it.

Anyway, almost 30 years later, I've had my share of pain and I'm alive. I've had ulcerations on my fingers and I have lost most of my nails on both hands from lack of circulation and producing too much collagen. My hands are somewhat not a pretty sight and to hit something with one of my fingers by accident (well, I refer to the feeling as 'going to the moon).

When I was about 30, I started looking at alternative medicine and I tried anything that came across my path to try to stop the pain. I have tried many normal and not so normal 'ideas'. I sometimes do not believe at what lengths I went to try to ease my pain and suffering!

This is what has brought me here to this point in my life.

I'm grateful to be able to learn so much about myself and life and I wouldn't take it back (well, some days I might want to).

Something was telling me to blog. I really didn't know much about blogging - I am still a novice at best. Approximately 5 weeks ago, I sat at my computer and started typing.

I am surprised at where my blogs have led me. I thought I was trying to help others and that still is a big goal of mine. However, what I am finding out is that this is a great outlet for me.

A way to feel like I'm doing something. I told a friend this morning about my blog and I said that it's draining because I put everything out there and do not hold back as I post each individual blog; its fun because it does give me an outlet and I feel a little purpose in my life; and it's scary because I don't want anyone laughing at me or telling me that I am completely 'off my rocker'!