Be U: Activity

Coming for the Real You.

I'm hoping to share thoughts, fun and insightful information and aha moments with all to better serve ourselves and the universe.

My background is that of Executive Secretary for the local Electric company (11 years).

Certified Personal Trainer (since 1991) and Fitness Consultant for my own company, Beachin Bodies (6 years) and certified in Reiki and Nutrition with training in Cranial Sacral work, Tai Chi, and Meditation. Certified as a Professional Life Coach (2015); Minister at Universal Life Church (2016);

and, possibly, most important,

my own journey through illness and avenues, roads and roadblocks that I have taken to find the real me. (35 plus years).

The me that I was born as. The me that is the all-knowing. I believe the search is endless and we are here to learn and to love and to share it all.

Saturday, May 2, 2015

Activity

There is so much new activity going on within me and around me, I seem to be 'caught up' in this. I seem to be mentally tired from much of it. I find myself just wanting to be in silent and quiet space.

Just the sound of the air around me is most pleasant to me. Perhaps, the trickle of the water fountain; the song of the bird.

I'm mentally on overload as I hear about the destruction; the fighting; the heartache, hardship and challenge that is touching many.

The weddings and the new births are wonderful and hopeful. Sure signs that love and miracles are still who we are.

I think this is change. This is growth. This is empowerment as we set the truth of what is free. It is also challenging, sad and impossible to have answers to a lot of it just now.

So, I sit. I walk. I encounter. I embrace. I let go. I trust when I can. When I can't, I send love; I connect to love. I live in my own love.

I believe that we are on the right path or we wouldn't be on it. I believe with so many of us questioning, feeling and not always wanting to participate in what we created... these strong and huge feelings are what will create our best world going forward; our best self-evolving, if you will.

There is beauty in all of this. I believe it is our stronger connections. It is our greater awareness. It is our desire to do better/to be more peaceful and know fulfillment.

So, wherever we are right now in this moment. Sit in our truth. Feel it. Allow it. Know it. Breathe it. And, from this place right here; right now -- move forward in our brightest lit truth. Move forward with open hearts and minds. Move forward trusting as best we can. Move forward and through from here to there.

We are all doing this. We are all being touched; drained; taught and emblazed in our feelings. If we are not, then we are stuck and just maybe suffering more than we have to. I don't know. Yet, wherever we are; I think it is the experience that we are here to experience.. [or we would not be].

I do know that this is the time. The time is now. Be true to yourself. 'Be U' more than you ever were and don't settle for anything but speaking, being, breathing, sharing and loving who you are. Because in this, we empower our self; our situation; each other and our world. Let us empower each other by our own truth and knowledge and compassion.

May you bring You to the situation and may the situation grow from and out of your truth with as much ease, love, openness and encouragement as the situation warrants.

You are your own light to your best way of living from what the Universe has instilled and created within you. Believe in your own experiences, your own feelings; coming from the greatest place/thing of all.... Love.

Let the activity of who/what/where you are... create your best, most whole and fulfilled who/what/where you are going.

Let it Be

No comments:

Post a Comment

My Past Story

The first thing I would always tell a new doctor was 'my dad left me when I was 10'. He just disappeared, ran away. It was pretty awful for me. I thought it was my fault as most kids sometimes do. I thought I was unlovable. Years later, 20 maybe, I realized it wasn't just that my dad left me that affected my life, but also that my mom stayed. She stayed and I'll be forever grateful. However, her staying wasn't all peaches and creme. She was so hurt, so distraught, so frightened to raise three kids on her own and find a job that it was very hard for her to be there for me and my needs. I chose to shutdown, be quiet and try not to make it any harder on her as to not ask for much, or voice much, or need much.

Years later, in 11/12th grade, I noticed my fingers being really cold and hurting all the time. I noticed them turning purple and the pain was very 'loud'. Humorously enough, I had chosen to be a secretary and typing was a big part of my everyday. I loved it even. Fingers flying across the keyboard with as little mistakes as possible was the goal. I was pretty good at it. While in typing class, I remember putting my hands on my neck to try to warm them and make them feel better. I was naive enough then to think this must be happening to everyone.

Anyway, years went by and nobody was able to tell me why this was happening or what to do to make it better. Then, approximately 4 years later, I remember (what I felt) was little me sitting across from a really big doctor at his really big desk and him telling me I was allergic to myself. Of course, this was him describing to me what auto-immune meant. I had a disease called scleroderma and it could kill me (sometimes in as little as five years) and I would most likely be on medicine and have it for the rest of my life and there was nothing to change it.

Anyway, almost 30 years later, I've had my share of pain and I'm alive. I've had ulcerations on my fingers and I have lost most of my nails on both hands from lack of circulation and producing too much collagen. My hands are somewhat not a pretty sight and to hit something with one of my fingers by accident (well, I refer to the feeling as 'going to the moon).

When I was about 30, I started looking at alternative medicine and I tried anything that came across my path to try to stop the pain. I have tried many normal and not so normal 'ideas'. I sometimes do not believe at what lengths I went to try to ease my pain and suffering!

This is what has brought me here to this point in my life.

I'm grateful to be able to learn so much about myself and life and I wouldn't take it back (well, some days I might want to).

Something was telling me to blog. I really didn't know much about blogging - I am still a novice at best. Approximately 5 weeks ago, I sat at my computer and started typing.

I am surprised at where my blogs have led me. I thought I was trying to help others and that still is a big goal of mine. However, what I am finding out is that this is a great outlet for me.

A way to feel like I'm doing something. I told a friend this morning about my blog and I said that it's draining because I put everything out there and do not hold back as I post each individual blog; its fun because it does give me an outlet and I feel a little purpose in my life; and it's scary because I don't want anyone laughing at me or telling me that I am completely 'off my rocker'!