Be U: In Ur Face (lovingly)

Coming for the Real You.

I'm hoping to share thoughts, fun and insightful information and aha moments with all to better serve ourselves and the universe.

My background is that of Executive Secretary for the local Electric company (11 years).

Certified Personal Trainer (since 1991) and Fitness Consultant for my own company, Beachin Bodies (6 years) and certified in Reiki and Nutrition with training in Cranial Sacral work, Tai Chi, and Meditation. Certified as a Professional Life Coach (2015); Minister at Universal Life Church (2016);

and, possibly, most important,

my own journey through illness and avenues, roads and roadblocks that I have taken to find the real me. (35 plus years).

The me that I was born as. The me that is the all-knowing. I believe the search is endless and we are here to learn and to love and to share it all.

Wednesday, November 13, 2013

In Ur Face (lovingly)

I saw an article on nervous breakdown symptoms possibly being similar to symptoms of spiritual awakening. It surely feels true to me!

With so much in our face; many of our old habitual disciplines not working and better and more true communication going on within and around us...

Many, including I, feel like we are way out of our comfort zone.

We are supporting each other and we are moving forward.

I find it interesting that, perhaps, in the past, many would flock to the doctors and get a pill to fix them...

I'd like to offer, yes, if you want to go to a doctor and/or feel the need to do so, this is one option that does work for many; thankfully.

Yet, there are still many of us that are hurting, suffering, and not liking how we feel and, perhaps, have even been told it's all in our head. Just what if it is.. Just what if it sometimes is as easy as this...

May I offer to accept how you feel just for today. Give yourself what you want, gladly.   Pay attention to the nuances in your body and acknowledge them and, perhaps, just for today, embrace them. I'd like to offer to go as far as to thank the feeling of nuance for the information that it's there to provide you with. If you are not ready to say 'thank you discomfort/pain'; perhaps, just a breath of acknowledgement will do.

We really are able to be in tuned with each other; the universe, nature and animals. We only need to acknowledge it, accept this connection and believe. Go deep within and feel the calm, the center, the ALL that is in you and every one else.  Perhaps, feeling It in our soul is a deep, everlasting, all knowing 'thing'.

I believe many of us know there is something much bigger than ourselves to connect to. Many of us feel lost or looking for something more.

Just what if this something more was just being, believing, knowing, and sharing everything that is inside of you through an open heart and a deep breath. Choose to feel and see with what is your innate knowing to stand in your light of everything that you are.

We are being 'forced' to grow, be true, do different, gather in and walk on.

I accept what I'm feeling, thinking, doing, breathing as my purpose on Earth. May you accept all that you are as your purpose on earth.

I'm thinking that the thing(s) we are most hiding from just may be the thing(s) that once shared, will be our freedom and end your search of something more...

Wouldn't that be a hoot?

May you do you - just as you are - through your loving breath and your knowing heart and your open spirit.

p.s. It's worth a shot, yes?!?!?!    lol

JUST BE U loving the idea!

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As I was typing this; there was a mosquito flying around me.. I feel a mosquito post coming up. lol

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My Past Story

The first thing I would always tell a new doctor was 'my dad left me when I was 10'. He just disappeared, ran away. It was pretty awful for me. I thought it was my fault as most kids sometimes do. I thought I was unlovable. Years later, 20 maybe, I realized it wasn't just that my dad left me that affected my life, but also that my mom stayed. She stayed and I'll be forever grateful. However, her staying wasn't all peaches and creme. She was so hurt, so distraught, so frightened to raise three kids on her own and find a job that it was very hard for her to be there for me and my needs. I chose to shutdown, be quiet and try not to make it any harder on her as to not ask for much, or voice much, or need much.

Years later, in 11/12th grade, I noticed my fingers being really cold and hurting all the time. I noticed them turning purple and the pain was very 'loud'. Humorously enough, I had chosen to be a secretary and typing was a big part of my everyday. I loved it even. Fingers flying across the keyboard with as little mistakes as possible was the goal. I was pretty good at it. While in typing class, I remember putting my hands on my neck to try to warm them and make them feel better. I was naive enough then to think this must be happening to everyone.

Anyway, years went by and nobody was able to tell me why this was happening or what to do to make it better. Then, approximately 4 years later, I remember (what I felt) was little me sitting across from a really big doctor at his really big desk and him telling me I was allergic to myself. Of course, this was him describing to me what auto-immune meant. I had a disease called scleroderma and it could kill me (sometimes in as little as five years) and I would most likely be on medicine and have it for the rest of my life and there was nothing to change it.

Anyway, almost 30 years later, I've had my share of pain and I'm alive. I've had ulcerations on my fingers and I have lost most of my nails on both hands from lack of circulation and producing too much collagen. My hands are somewhat not a pretty sight and to hit something with one of my fingers by accident (well, I refer to the feeling as 'going to the moon).

When I was about 30, I started looking at alternative medicine and I tried anything that came across my path to try to stop the pain. I have tried many normal and not so normal 'ideas'. I sometimes do not believe at what lengths I went to try to ease my pain and suffering!

This is what has brought me here to this point in my life.

I'm grateful to be able to learn so much about myself and life and I wouldn't take it back (well, some days I might want to).

Something was telling me to blog. I really didn't know much about blogging - I am still a novice at best. Approximately 5 weeks ago, I sat at my computer and started typing.

I am surprised at where my blogs have led me. I thought I was trying to help others and that still is a big goal of mine. However, what I am finding out is that this is a great outlet for me.

A way to feel like I'm doing something. I told a friend this morning about my blog and I said that it's draining because I put everything out there and do not hold back as I post each individual blog; its fun because it does give me an outlet and I feel a little purpose in my life; and it's scary because I don't want anyone laughing at me or telling me that I am completely 'off my rocker'!