Be U: Working Order

Coming for the Real You.

I'm hoping to share thoughts, fun and insightful information and aha moments with all to better serve ourselves and the universe.

My background is that of Executive Secretary for the local Electric company (11 years).

Certified Personal Trainer (since 1991) and Fitness Consultant for my own company, Beachin Bodies (6 years) and certified in Reiki and Nutrition with training in Cranial Sacral work, Tai Chi, and Meditation. Certified as a Professional Life Coach (2015); Minister at Universal Life Church (2016);

and, possibly, most important,

my own journey through illness and avenues, roads and roadblocks that I have taken to find the real me. (35 plus years).

The me that I was born as. The me that is the all-knowing. I believe the search is endless and we are here to learn and to love and to share it all.

Sunday, July 1, 2018

Working Order

When things work the way we want them to; the way we dream they will; the way we see it happening, it is easy and fun to enjoy it from the full person that we are.

May we all be aware of our given good luck and hard work paying off. May we know deep gratitude for these times.

When things seem to go astray; when things work out differently than we think they are supposed to or differently from the way we want them to; differently than the way we planned our life to be, these times can feel challenging, frustrating and even scary because things turn different than everything we knew. Things can be different from what we thought would be best for us.

It is still a good idea to let our gratitude be present even if, first, we have to be open to learning to look at it differently; feel it differently, trust it and trust ourselves in our ability to adapt and flow with whatever life offers or shows to us.

"Life isn't about waiting for the storm to pass. It is about learning to dance in the rain." Unknown

"When life feels like it is falling apart, it may actually be falling into place." Unknown

When what you 'knew' was going to be your life turns out to be different than this knowing, may you support yourself to embrace what is and be open to better possibilities, ways, lessons and love to flow through you.

Be present. Be true. Allow what you are feeling. Let your own love walk with you through it; whatever it takes; however long it takes, in whatever path that shows itself [or path you create].

May you prepare yourself to be open up to all the possibilities.

There is no right or wrong way. There is your way.

What feels best; most loving; most peaceful; most productive; most true for You. This is the path that I wish for you if this is the path that you wish for you.

Life is always changing. We do get to experience some really awesome, special and rockin' times. We also must experience some challenging, unknown and scary times. It is all a part of the human equation.

We all experience both and so much more.

You experiencing what is through who you are is you living you. May you be open to learning and experiencing life through the part(s) of you that feels, knows and breathes the best of you; as often and as much as you can.

And, when you can't or when you find that you have not, know it is a lesson and not a failure. Sometimes our biggest 'lessons' bring us to the happiest part of our life experiences.

Experience yourself experiencing life. Life is all it is. Life is everything it is.

You experiencing life from the best of you is a win.

May you have a whole lot of wins.

I believe in you. May you believe in you.

May you win at living you simply by being the observer and the one who chooses how you will experience each experience.

This is the best working order of journeying life as You.

Breathe. Relax into you. Be true to you. Trust that the Universe is on your side. Trust that your life endeavors happen to experience the deepest, strongest, best, most powerful and empowering you that was created by God (your higher power) from a pure love, faith and understanding in the unitedness of You.

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My Past Story

The first thing I would always tell a new doctor was 'my dad left me when I was 10'. He just disappeared, ran away. It was pretty awful for me. I thought it was my fault as most kids sometimes do. I thought I was unlovable. Years later, 20 maybe, I realized it wasn't just that my dad left me that affected my life, but also that my mom stayed. She stayed and I'll be forever grateful. However, her staying wasn't all peaches and creme. She was so hurt, so distraught, so frightened to raise three kids on her own and find a job that it was very hard for her to be there for me and my needs. I chose to shutdown, be quiet and try not to make it any harder on her as to not ask for much, or voice much, or need much.

Years later, in 11/12th grade, I noticed my fingers being really cold and hurting all the time. I noticed them turning purple and the pain was very 'loud'. Humorously enough, I had chosen to be a secretary and typing was a big part of my everyday. I loved it even. Fingers flying across the keyboard with as little mistakes as possible was the goal. I was pretty good at it. While in typing class, I remember putting my hands on my neck to try to warm them and make them feel better. I was naive enough then to think this must be happening to everyone.

Anyway, years went by and nobody was able to tell me why this was happening or what to do to make it better. Then, approximately 4 years later, I remember (what I felt) was little me sitting across from a really big doctor at his really big desk and him telling me I was allergic to myself. Of course, this was him describing to me what auto-immune meant. I had a disease called scleroderma and it could kill me (sometimes in as little as five years) and I would most likely be on medicine and have it for the rest of my life and there was nothing to change it.

Anyway, almost 30 years later, I've had my share of pain and I'm alive. I've had ulcerations on my fingers and I have lost most of my nails on both hands from lack of circulation and producing too much collagen. My hands are somewhat not a pretty sight and to hit something with one of my fingers by accident (well, I refer to the feeling as 'going to the moon).

When I was about 30, I started looking at alternative medicine and I tried anything that came across my path to try to stop the pain. I have tried many normal and not so normal 'ideas'. I sometimes do not believe at what lengths I went to try to ease my pain and suffering!

This is what has brought me here to this point in my life.

I'm grateful to be able to learn so much about myself and life and I wouldn't take it back (well, some days I might want to).

Something was telling me to blog. I really didn't know much about blogging - I am still a novice at best. Approximately 5 weeks ago, I sat at my computer and started typing.

I am surprised at where my blogs have led me. I thought I was trying to help others and that still is a big goal of mine. However, what I am finding out is that this is a great outlet for me.

A way to feel like I'm doing something. I told a friend this morning about my blog and I said that it's draining because I put everything out there and do not hold back as I post each individual blog; its fun because it does give me an outlet and I feel a little purpose in my life; and it's scary because I don't want anyone laughing at me or telling me that I am completely 'off my rocker'!