Be U: Pendulum

Coming for the Real You.

I'm hoping to share thoughts, fun and insightful information and aha moments with all to better serve ourselves and the universe.

My background is that of Executive Secretary for the local Electric company (11 years).

Certified Personal Trainer (since 1991) and Fitness Consultant for my own company, Beachin Bodies (6 years) and certified in Reiki and Nutrition with training in Cranial Sacral work, Tai Chi, and Meditation. Certified as a Professional Life Coach (2015); Minister at Universal Life Church (2016);

and, possibly, most important,

my own journey through illness and avenues, roads and roadblocks that I have taken to find the real me. (35 plus years).

The me that I was born as. The me that is the all-knowing. I believe the search is endless and we are here to learn and to love and to share it all.

Saturday, February 4, 2023

Pendulum

It feels to me as if there is an earth's pendulum and it is just now swinging far to where it has never gone before. It swings in relation to how our whole world is touched by life like never before.

What used to happen over there, I didn't feel or associate with it like I do now.

As we are all connected through modern day technology, we are connected through our personal lives as well. What happens over there is delivered, known and felt here, and vice versa, in a way that has never been more speedy or deep.

What we have lived with for a long time just 'because it's the way it is' is now being questioned and looked at through most, if not all of our views, personalities, experiences and beliefs. We are individuals being asked (or forced), with many willing, to be united as One.

Perhaps, ask yourself if harmony, kindness, caring and being understood and heard matters to You.

Gathering before us is reflection of reality and what works and what doesn't work in today’s way of life and in today’s society. What is all inclusive and what leaves people and things behind. What is uplifting and what keeps us stuck. What feels beautiful and what feels ugly. What do you feel to be true and right to You and what feels false and/or hurtful…

We are living/working with each other's truths, experiences and desires. We are working/living through connection among ourselves like never before.

We are being asked to feel life. We are being asked to be open to life. We are being asked to be open to each other. We are asked to being open to 'see' differently. We are being asked to balance the pendulum.

As we share our loving truth and be open to other ways and new innovations through creative care and thinking, our world is changing.

Love really is available to us all. Success is available to us all. Growth is available to us all. Within ourselves, we have love, success and the ability to grow.

As we share our own love, kindness, truth, trust, empathy and understanding of what is within us and be willing to look for all of these things in each other, we grow and we have the ability to bring this pendulum to a new center going forward.

You matter. You matter You matter. We all matter.

May you live knowing and acting like we all matter. Because we do.

As you swing/flow through your most loving place within You out, we can nama-stay in a beautiful balance looking after, being with and picking each other up. As we find ourselves being happy for each other’s happiness and success, our own happiness and success is invited in, created and comes through us.

There is an ever abundance of it available to us. Let's support each other to find our own while honoring 'what is' that each of us experience in this human journey of living life [here, now] on Earth.

The pendulum is no where close to the center just now. And, just maybe, it is a very exciting, albeit often difficult, time to be living in and through. We can choose to be a part of the positive and be as immensely complete within our own self to bring about real, absolute, genuine and loving paths for every living organism that makes up our world. And to coexist.

May You love beautifully.

No comments:

Post a Comment

My Past Story

The first thing I would always tell a new doctor was 'my dad left me when I was 10'. He just disappeared, ran away. It was pretty awful for me. I thought it was my fault as most kids sometimes do. I thought I was unlovable. Years later, 20 maybe, I realized it wasn't just that my dad left me that affected my life, but also that my mom stayed. She stayed and I'll be forever grateful. However, her staying wasn't all peaches and creme. She was so hurt, so distraught, so frightened to raise three kids on her own and find a job that it was very hard for her to be there for me and my needs. I chose to shutdown, be quiet and try not to make it any harder on her as to not ask for much, or voice much, or need much.

Years later, in 11/12th grade, I noticed my fingers being really cold and hurting all the time. I noticed them turning purple and the pain was very 'loud'. Humorously enough, I had chosen to be a secretary and typing was a big part of my everyday. I loved it even. Fingers flying across the keyboard with as little mistakes as possible was the goal. I was pretty good at it. While in typing class, I remember putting my hands on my neck to try to warm them and make them feel better. I was naive enough then to think this must be happening to everyone.

Anyway, years went by and nobody was able to tell me why this was happening or what to do to make it better. Then, approximately 4 years later, I remember (what I felt) was little me sitting across from a really big doctor at his really big desk and him telling me I was allergic to myself. Of course, this was him describing to me what auto-immune meant. I had a disease called scleroderma and it could kill me (sometimes in as little as five years) and I would most likely be on medicine and have it for the rest of my life and there was nothing to change it.

Anyway, almost 30 years later, I've had my share of pain and I'm alive. I've had ulcerations on my fingers and I have lost most of my nails on both hands from lack of circulation and producing too much collagen. My hands are somewhat not a pretty sight and to hit something with one of my fingers by accident (well, I refer to the feeling as 'going to the moon).

When I was about 30, I started looking at alternative medicine and I tried anything that came across my path to try to stop the pain. I have tried many normal and not so normal 'ideas'. I sometimes do not believe at what lengths I went to try to ease my pain and suffering!

This is what has brought me here to this point in my life.

I'm grateful to be able to learn so much about myself and life and I wouldn't take it back (well, some days I might want to).

Something was telling me to blog. I really didn't know much about blogging - I am still a novice at best. Approximately 5 weeks ago, I sat at my computer and started typing.

I am surprised at where my blogs have led me. I thought I was trying to help others and that still is a big goal of mine. However, what I am finding out is that this is a great outlet for me.

A way to feel like I'm doing something. I told a friend this morning about my blog and I said that it's draining because I put everything out there and do not hold back as I post each individual blog; its fun because it does give me an outlet and I feel a little purpose in my life; and it's scary because I don't want anyone laughing at me or telling me that I am completely 'off my rocker'!