Be U: May 2026

Coming for the Real You.

I'm hoping to share thoughts, fun and insightful information and aha moments with all to better serve ourselves and the universe.

My background is that of Executive Secretary for the local Electric company (11 years).

Certified Personal Trainer (since 1991) and Fitness Consultant for my own company, Beachin Bodies (6 years) and certified in Reiki and Nutrition with training in Cranial Sacral work, Tai Chi, and Meditation. Certified as a Professional Life Coach (2015); Minister at Universal Life Church (2016);

and, possibly, most important,

my own journey through illness and avenues, roads and roadblocks that I have taken to find the real me. (35 plus years).

The me that I was born as. The me that is the all-knowing. I believe the search is endless and we are here to learn and to love and to share it all.

Thursday, May 7, 2026

Two

Back, once upon a time, 100 years ago (ha), there was a professional saying 'that the customer is always right'. It was meant to keep customers and to stay in business and show said customer they mattered and were important to their business.

It is highly likely that the customer was not always right. And, it feels like we are in a world where businesses grow, learn and become as customers come, go and happen.

It is not simple. It is not written. Business is not always conducted in ways that are 'user friendly'.

There was a time, also way back then, when we flew the 'friendly skies'. Sometimes, the skies and the way airlines are finding new ways doing business now, the skies do not feel so friendly.

Life changes. People change. Businesses and conducting business changes.

It is said that the only thing that is for sure is that things change.

Change we do. We are. It is happening. Fast.

May you do your best in your day to day routines and situations to be kind, open, caring and vulnerable to share your experiences so that we may all, together, create a better world for You and I; for all living creatures.

I wish the 'best of' to happen and love, beauty, truth, and peace to lead the way.

Yours. Mine. Ours. Amen.

Good luck. Ha.

May we let it be so.

The spiritual meaning of two can represent partnership, duality, balance and harmony. It can signify the union of opposing forces such as light and dark, yin and yang. It often appears to remind us to trust ourselves and that divine guidance is always present. It encourages patience, cooperation and faith in relationships. (Google)

Searching

I come here with a blank mind open to see what is created through 'what is' for me and my fingers on the keyboard.

The Unknown...

It can be an adventure, a fear, a worry, exciting; a wait to see what happens next moment.

It is said that many things that we do envision and/or imagine, especially out of fear, never happen.

'Be Here Now.'

In the 'now', we can experience fully 'what is'; feel what we feel with awareness and engage through our loving truth. It is my belief and experience that when we do this, what comes next is open to more possibilities of goodness.

Life does not always feel good and we most always can see the good in 'what is'. Things pop up and show up and we are offered these beautiful moments the more we stay open to the possibility of them. In all situations -- in deep sadness and real feel good moments and everything in between stay lovingly true to you and open to the good that may be right there in each situation.

We humans are supposed to know all the feels that we feel.

May you always honor the truth of how You feel through your own love; as often and as much as possible.

To feel is a human experience that lights us up and can lead us forward.

You are a beautiful being having human experiences. In these human experiences there is also divine and/or spiritual gifts and connections. Always.

May you give yourself grace, love and be open to acknowledging and honoring each experience that is You(rs).

Miracles happen every day.

My Past Story

The first thing I would always tell a new doctor was 'my dad left me when I was 10'. He just disappeared, ran away. It was pretty awful for me. I thought it was my fault as most kids sometimes do. I thought I was unlovable. Years later, 20 maybe, I realized it wasn't just that my dad left me that affected my life, but also that my mom stayed. She stayed and I'll be forever grateful. However, her staying wasn't all peaches and creme. She was so hurt, so distraught, so frightened to raise three kids on her own and find a job that it was very hard for her to be there for me and my needs. I chose to shutdown, be quiet and try not to make it any harder on her as to not ask for much, or voice much, or need much.

Years later, in 11/12th grade, I noticed my fingers being really cold and hurting all the time. I noticed them turning purple and the pain was very 'loud'. Humorously enough, I had chosen to be a secretary and typing was a big part of my everyday. I loved it even. Fingers flying across the keyboard with as little mistakes as possible was the goal. I was pretty good at it. While in typing class, I remember putting my hands on my neck to try to warm them and make them feel better. I was naive enough then to think this must be happening to everyone.

Anyway, years went by and nobody was able to tell me why this was happening or what to do to make it better. Then, approximately 4 years later, I remember (what I felt) was little me sitting across from a really big doctor at his really big desk and him telling me I was allergic to myself. Of course, this was him describing to me what auto-immune meant. I had a disease called scleroderma and it could kill me (sometimes in as little as five years) and I would most likely be on medicine and have it for the rest of my life and there was nothing to change it.

Anyway, almost 30 years later, I've had my share of pain and I'm alive. I've had ulcerations on my fingers and I have lost most of my nails on both hands from lack of circulation and producing too much collagen. My hands are somewhat not a pretty sight and to hit something with one of my fingers by accident (well, I refer to the feeling as 'going to the moon).

When I was about 30, I started looking at alternative medicine and I tried anything that came across my path to try to stop the pain. I have tried many normal and not so normal 'ideas'. I sometimes do not believe at what lengths I went to try to ease my pain and suffering!

This is what has brought me here to this point in my life.

I'm grateful to be able to learn so much about myself and life and I wouldn't take it back (well, some days I might want to).

Something was telling me to blog. I really didn't know much about blogging - I am still a novice at best. Approximately 5 weeks ago, I sat at my computer and started typing.

I am surprised at where my blogs have led me. I thought I was trying to help others and that still is a big goal of mine. However, what I am finding out is that this is a great outlet for me.

A way to feel like I'm doing something. I told a friend this morning about my blog and I said that it's draining because I put everything out there and do not hold back as I post each individual blog; its fun because it does give me an outlet and I feel a little purpose in my life; and it's scary because I don't want anyone laughing at me or telling me that I am completely 'off my rocker'!