Be U: The Key to My Blog - Your, Mine, Ours

Coming for the Real You.

I'm hoping to share thoughts, fun and insightful information and aha moments with all to better serve ourselves and the universe.

My background is that of Executive Secretary for the local Electric company (11 years).

Certified Personal Trainer (since 1991) and Fitness Consultant for my own company, Beachin Bodies (6 years) and certified in Reiki and Nutrition with training in Cranial Sacral work, Tai Chi, and Meditation. Certified as a Professional Life Coach (2015); Minister at Universal Life Church (2016);

and, possibly, most important,

my own journey through illness and avenues, roads and roadblocks that I have taken to find the real me. (35 plus years).

The me that I was born as. The me that is the all-knowing. I believe the search is endless and we are here to learn and to love and to share it all.

Friday, February 18, 2022

The Key to My Blog - Your, Mine, Ours

My intention with this blog, from the beginning which was in 2010, was to write a blog to share what comes through me and wishing for people that read it to go into, through and create/realize whatever shows up for them.

For You to explore, exhume, experience thoughts, desires and changes to implement. Anything that supports You to Be U. You to live your life your way.

On every email I send, it reads to go to my blog and, it is my hope, that between the lines there are unique and individual gifts within yourself to learn, hear, witness and discover things about your life and You.

When I start a blogpost, I have no written format or layout about what I am going to type. Topic, sometimes. Anything else, no. I sit at the computer and I don't know what will be said until I read the words myself.

It feels like a streaming through me. I don't talk like I write here often. I'm not sure I even think the same especially on the surface. Sometimes words pop in my head and come through my fingers to the keyboard that I have to look up to see what they mean and to see if these words actually do fit in where I place them. They usually do.

Mostly, when I read what I write, I connect. Sometimes when I read what I write, it's not an usual flow nor does it even make total, easy sense. Yet, when I read it again, I can connect to it from an openness I sit in and sometimes I 'wow' myself. Sometimes I laugh. Sometimes I'm inspired. I am always hopeful. I am always grateful to see what shows up. I am always interested.

I am so deeply hopeful that You, the reader, will get something to take away and make yours. To implement into your life. To feel better about yourself, your life and/or a situation. To find a path into yourself that is very helpful for you to go.

I'd like to offer to read with an open heart, mind, soul and spirit. Bring the awareness of yourself and your reaction(s) into it. Touch within and through yourself, your whole beingness, not just through your mind.

If something resonates, then it is meant for You. If something does not resonate, it is not for You. It is okay. It is as it is supposed to be.

Just maybe, something you read today will be helpful at another time if not now. And, just because we are all unique, there will be times of resonation and there will be moments that do not resonate or 'talk' to You.

It is my hope that there is something that excites, uplifts, transcends, changes and/or connects you to your gentle strength to live the life that is inside of You to live.

This, I want most...

Each of us living the life of love within ourselves. From this, we do change the world.

Each time you do something positive for You, the positivity of it enters the world through a fun vibration and in this, uplifts not just You but things and people outside of You.

You Being U - true to You; true about You; true with Yourself; true with a kindness, love, nurturing and uplifting present(ation) is the greatest presence each of us can put in our world.

First You, then our World.

May love, truth, trust, openness, compassion, support, empathy and brilliance light up everything that is. What is already lit, may our frequency vibe there.

Thank You. Thank You. Thank You.

Thank You for caring about You, our World and Each Other.

This is the world I support and live in.

Thank You.

Wham. Bam. Pow. Pooff. Boom. Zoom. Just 9Be U - Grow Yourself Complete ... in every situation, experience, moment, relationship and breath.

Namaste - I honor you from and within the depth where we are all the same... I bow with Honor and Love.

It is You. It is Me. It is Us.

May you get your love on BIG.

Find, pick and choose your own ‘keys’ (wisdom) that unlock your greatest potential.

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My Past Story

The first thing I would always tell a new doctor was 'my dad left me when I was 10'. He just disappeared, ran away. It was pretty awful for me. I thought it was my fault as most kids sometimes do. I thought I was unlovable. Years later, 20 maybe, I realized it wasn't just that my dad left me that affected my life, but also that my mom stayed. She stayed and I'll be forever grateful. However, her staying wasn't all peaches and creme. She was so hurt, so distraught, so frightened to raise three kids on her own and find a job that it was very hard for her to be there for me and my needs. I chose to shutdown, be quiet and try not to make it any harder on her as to not ask for much, or voice much, or need much.

Years later, in 11/12th grade, I noticed my fingers being really cold and hurting all the time. I noticed them turning purple and the pain was very 'loud'. Humorously enough, I had chosen to be a secretary and typing was a big part of my everyday. I loved it even. Fingers flying across the keyboard with as little mistakes as possible was the goal. I was pretty good at it. While in typing class, I remember putting my hands on my neck to try to warm them and make them feel better. I was naive enough then to think this must be happening to everyone.

Anyway, years went by and nobody was able to tell me why this was happening or what to do to make it better. Then, approximately 4 years later, I remember (what I felt) was little me sitting across from a really big doctor at his really big desk and him telling me I was allergic to myself. Of course, this was him describing to me what auto-immune meant. I had a disease called scleroderma and it could kill me (sometimes in as little as five years) and I would most likely be on medicine and have it for the rest of my life and there was nothing to change it.

Anyway, almost 30 years later, I've had my share of pain and I'm alive. I've had ulcerations on my fingers and I have lost most of my nails on both hands from lack of circulation and producing too much collagen. My hands are somewhat not a pretty sight and to hit something with one of my fingers by accident (well, I refer to the feeling as 'going to the moon).

When I was about 30, I started looking at alternative medicine and I tried anything that came across my path to try to stop the pain. I have tried many normal and not so normal 'ideas'. I sometimes do not believe at what lengths I went to try to ease my pain and suffering!

This is what has brought me here to this point in my life.

I'm grateful to be able to learn so much about myself and life and I wouldn't take it back (well, some days I might want to).

Something was telling me to blog. I really didn't know much about blogging - I am still a novice at best. Approximately 5 weeks ago, I sat at my computer and started typing.

I am surprised at where my blogs have led me. I thought I was trying to help others and that still is a big goal of mine. However, what I am finding out is that this is a great outlet for me.

A way to feel like I'm doing something. I told a friend this morning about my blog and I said that it's draining because I put everything out there and do not hold back as I post each individual blog; its fun because it does give me an outlet and I feel a little purpose in my life; and it's scary because I don't want anyone laughing at me or telling me that I am completely 'off my rocker'!