Be U: Stormy

Coming for the Real You.

I'm hoping to share thoughts, fun and insightful information and aha moments with all to better serve ourselves and the universe.

My background is that of Executive Secretary for the local Electric company (11 years).

Certified Personal Trainer (since 1991) and Fitness Consultant for my own company, Beachin Bodies (6 years) and certified in Reiki and Nutrition with training in Cranial Sacral work, Tai Chi, and Meditation. Certified as a Professional Life Coach (2015); Minister at Universal Life Church (2016);

and, possibly, most important,

my own journey through illness and avenues, roads and roadblocks that I have taken to find the real me. (35 plus years).

The me that I was born as. The me that is the all-knowing. I believe the search is endless and we are here to learn and to love and to share it all.

Tuesday, April 20, 2021

Stormy

Stormy moments. Stormy times. Stormy days. Stormy skies. Stormy land. Storms.

We all witness and experience them. They are a part of life.

May you be true to You and love yourself through any and all storms; as much and as often as possible. You will get to the other side. Fact is that you have 100% of the time. Great odds.

Love through... You totally matter.

I was offered that love was meant to be shared. I agree it is most fun when it is. When we know we have someone at our backs, during the storm, it can make it more doable and enjoyable.

As I grow into the professional side of "Just 9Be U" more and more, it is so my desire to be the 'wind beneath your wings'.

I want to listen to You, hear You, support You and offer alternatives on best ways to witness and experience the storm(s) and the best ways to gather yourself together and flow with the storm.

If it is in You, it will happen. If it is not in You just now, it will either eventually come to You or it wasn't meant to be. There are always alternatives. There are always new and unseen facts that we can discover and play with.

There is always love. Your love is always with You. Your love is da bomb. Your love is the most powerful 'storm' to any storm. Your 'love storm' will deal with the present storm each and every time if You choose to let it be so.

It is my happy place to help and support You to connect to the best version of You in and during and beyond the storm.

Love anyway. Just allow yourself to love anyway with what comes to You and through You for lessons, excitement, play, confusion, overwhelming, 'ouchies' and what can feel like chaotic and scary.

Let me help You, if you want to go there - to be the calm in the chaos of any storm. For You. For Your peace. For your magic. For you are the power in your life that will lead you through the storm into and through the lesson of it and out on the other side where the skies are blue and the birds are singing and what makes You the most joyful awaits You.

Thank You. However you feel right now, in this minute, is exactly how You are supposed to feel. It is up to You to choose to stay in this feeling or create anew.

Transformation through awareness and love is a miracle unto itself. And it is so possible for You.

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My Past Story

The first thing I would always tell a new doctor was 'my dad left me when I was 10'. He just disappeared, ran away. It was pretty awful for me. I thought it was my fault as most kids sometimes do. I thought I was unlovable. Years later, 20 maybe, I realized it wasn't just that my dad left me that affected my life, but also that my mom stayed. She stayed and I'll be forever grateful. However, her staying wasn't all peaches and creme. She was so hurt, so distraught, so frightened to raise three kids on her own and find a job that it was very hard for her to be there for me and my needs. I chose to shutdown, be quiet and try not to make it any harder on her as to not ask for much, or voice much, or need much.

Years later, in 11/12th grade, I noticed my fingers being really cold and hurting all the time. I noticed them turning purple and the pain was very 'loud'. Humorously enough, I had chosen to be a secretary and typing was a big part of my everyday. I loved it even. Fingers flying across the keyboard with as little mistakes as possible was the goal. I was pretty good at it. While in typing class, I remember putting my hands on my neck to try to warm them and make them feel better. I was naive enough then to think this must be happening to everyone.

Anyway, years went by and nobody was able to tell me why this was happening or what to do to make it better. Then, approximately 4 years later, I remember (what I felt) was little me sitting across from a really big doctor at his really big desk and him telling me I was allergic to myself. Of course, this was him describing to me what auto-immune meant. I had a disease called scleroderma and it could kill me (sometimes in as little as five years) and I would most likely be on medicine and have it for the rest of my life and there was nothing to change it.

Anyway, almost 30 years later, I've had my share of pain and I'm alive. I've had ulcerations on my fingers and I have lost most of my nails on both hands from lack of circulation and producing too much collagen. My hands are somewhat not a pretty sight and to hit something with one of my fingers by accident (well, I refer to the feeling as 'going to the moon).

When I was about 30, I started looking at alternative medicine and I tried anything that came across my path to try to stop the pain. I have tried many normal and not so normal 'ideas'. I sometimes do not believe at what lengths I went to try to ease my pain and suffering!

This is what has brought me here to this point in my life.

I'm grateful to be able to learn so much about myself and life and I wouldn't take it back (well, some days I might want to).

Something was telling me to blog. I really didn't know much about blogging - I am still a novice at best. Approximately 5 weeks ago, I sat at my computer and started typing.

I am surprised at where my blogs have led me. I thought I was trying to help others and that still is a big goal of mine. However, what I am finding out is that this is a great outlet for me.

A way to feel like I'm doing something. I told a friend this morning about my blog and I said that it's draining because I put everything out there and do not hold back as I post each individual blog; its fun because it does give me an outlet and I feel a little purpose in my life; and it's scary because I don't want anyone laughing at me or telling me that I am completely 'off my rocker'!