Be U: Truth Changes

Coming for the Real You.

I'm hoping to share thoughts, fun and insightful information and aha moments with all to better serve ourselves and the universe.

My background is that of Executive Secretary for the local Electric company (11 years).

Certified Personal Trainer (since 1991) and Fitness Consultant for my own company, Beachin Bodies (6 years) and certified in Reiki and Nutrition with training in Cranial Sacral work, Tai Chi, and Meditation. Certified as a Professional Life Coach (2015); Minister at Universal Life Church (2016);

and, possibly, most important,

my own journey through illness and avenues, roads and roadblocks that I have taken to find the real me. (35 plus years).

The me that I was born as. The me that is the all-knowing. I believe the search is endless and we are here to learn and to love and to share it all.

Thursday, March 5, 2020

Truth Changes

Truth. Being truthful. Living in our truth.

May you not judge your truth harshly. May you just feel it as you experience it and live in it; the truth you perceive just now. Notice it. Does it uplift you... Does it bring you down...

Not every one’s truth is the same. In fact, no one’s truths are 100% the same. Sometimes it may be hard to understand another’s truth because we haven’t experienced same. We haven’t lived it. It is, however, possible to let the other truth be so - even when we cannot connect to it.

I think the best way to do this is to allow for truths outside our own to be just that. Truths that are different than what We, I, You know as truth.

I do know that there are things/thoughts that were once my truth in the past are no longer what is true for me today.

The saying ‘never say never’ is a real and true thing as we continually live through and experience new situations. We grow and learn from these same and reoccurring situations. They usually keep happening until we do. We also grow and learn from all the changed and new situations that occur.

Most of us have been in situations; growing up with each other; experiencing the same sort of ordeals and witnessing of and participating in the same exact 'stories' and, yet, each one of us will have experienced them differently in some way and/or would label their version of same as truth; from a different perspective; a different life; a different version; a different experience; a different outcome which could look and sound like a completely different 'story'.

Do you ever watch something such as a TV show or during a get together or even when driving down the road and the person with you will say did you see that; did you see this; wow, I can't believe that just happened and you truly and simply will not know what they are talking about. And it is [simply and interestingly] because you were having your own experience of the same thing. You were looking at the same story (completely) different. You were hearing it in a different way. You both were experiencing the same exact scenario but from and through the experience of you uniquely being you.

What you each saw was true for you in the moment because it was from your own individual lens and being-ness. It is true for you in the moment through what you know, feel, gravitate towards and look for.

How about is the glass half full or half empty... Either way you see it, you are right and it is true for you in that moment. Some may say it doesn’t matter because it can be refilled. Again, true for that person.

Just like our truths can be challenged, rediscovered, redirected and reenergized, so can the way we look at things, see things, discover things, react to things and participate in things.

If you are not comfortable and enjoy the/your truth that is currently forthcoming, you have complete choice in creating a new truth. One that feels better on and in you in this very moment.

May you be aware of your truths. Explore them. Question them. Feel them. Do not make them right or wrong. Just allow them to be. 'I want to keep this one. I don't want to keep that one. I want to create this experience anew because I am worth it and it allows me to experience truth through and in who I am now and who I want to be.'

What was your truth yesterday, in many ways, is not and doesn't have to be your truth today.

May you live in your truth of meeting your whole self, now; from where you are today and how you want to feel, perceive and walk through this moment, situation, and scenario in this current moment.

You have you. May you trust that you do. May you trust what you are feeling and what just may be 'knocking' at your soul through a whisper is the call you would do best to pay attention to and answer.

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My Past Story

The first thing I would always tell a new doctor was 'my dad left me when I was 10'. He just disappeared, ran away. It was pretty awful for me. I thought it was my fault as most kids sometimes do. I thought I was unlovable. Years later, 20 maybe, I realized it wasn't just that my dad left me that affected my life, but also that my mom stayed. She stayed and I'll be forever grateful. However, her staying wasn't all peaches and creme. She was so hurt, so distraught, so frightened to raise three kids on her own and find a job that it was very hard for her to be there for me and my needs. I chose to shutdown, be quiet and try not to make it any harder on her as to not ask for much, or voice much, or need much.

Years later, in 11/12th grade, I noticed my fingers being really cold and hurting all the time. I noticed them turning purple and the pain was very 'loud'. Humorously enough, I had chosen to be a secretary and typing was a big part of my everyday. I loved it even. Fingers flying across the keyboard with as little mistakes as possible was the goal. I was pretty good at it. While in typing class, I remember putting my hands on my neck to try to warm them and make them feel better. I was naive enough then to think this must be happening to everyone.

Anyway, years went by and nobody was able to tell me why this was happening or what to do to make it better. Then, approximately 4 years later, I remember (what I felt) was little me sitting across from a really big doctor at his really big desk and him telling me I was allergic to myself. Of course, this was him describing to me what auto-immune meant. I had a disease called scleroderma and it could kill me (sometimes in as little as five years) and I would most likely be on medicine and have it for the rest of my life and there was nothing to change it.

Anyway, almost 30 years later, I've had my share of pain and I'm alive. I've had ulcerations on my fingers and I have lost most of my nails on both hands from lack of circulation and producing too much collagen. My hands are somewhat not a pretty sight and to hit something with one of my fingers by accident (well, I refer to the feeling as 'going to the moon).

When I was about 30, I started looking at alternative medicine and I tried anything that came across my path to try to stop the pain. I have tried many normal and not so normal 'ideas'. I sometimes do not believe at what lengths I went to try to ease my pain and suffering!

This is what has brought me here to this point in my life.

I'm grateful to be able to learn so much about myself and life and I wouldn't take it back (well, some days I might want to).

Something was telling me to blog. I really didn't know much about blogging - I am still a novice at best. Approximately 5 weeks ago, I sat at my computer and started typing.

I am surprised at where my blogs have led me. I thought I was trying to help others and that still is a big goal of mine. However, what I am finding out is that this is a great outlet for me.

A way to feel like I'm doing something. I told a friend this morning about my blog and I said that it's draining because I put everything out there and do not hold back as I post each individual blog; its fun because it does give me an outlet and I feel a little purpose in my life; and it's scary because I don't want anyone laughing at me or telling me that I am completely 'off my rocker'!