Be U: Here Now

Coming for the Real You.

I'm hoping to share thoughts, fun and insightful information and aha moments with all to better serve ourselves and the universe.

My background is that of Executive Secretary for the local Electric company (11 years).

Certified Personal Trainer (since 1991) and Fitness Consultant for my own company, Beachin Bodies (6 years) and certified in Reiki and Nutrition with training in Cranial Sacral work, Tai Chi, and Meditation. Certified as a Professional Life Coach (2015); Minister at Universal Life Church (2016);

and, possibly, most important,

my own journey through illness and avenues, roads and roadblocks that I have taken to find the real me. (35 plus years).

The me that I was born as. The me that is the all-knowing. I believe the search is endless and we are here to learn and to love and to share it all.

Thursday, October 24, 2024

Here Now

I come here heavy. Swimming in my own emotions and feeling through my whole body. It is a thang happening here for me.

I have known easy access to my soul and my heart. I feel 'life' is too heavy for them right now or it may be that my body and life just want more attention these days. A new kind of focus and beingness. It can be a true conundrum for me. There is a necessary and new alignment that is begging to.. well, be aligned.

I can relax into my body and feel the blueprint of my life flowing through me. I acknowledge that there is a master plan for me; for each one of us. I believe we were born with it and the experiences that we create and/or find ourselves in are a part of our innate journey. What we are here to learn, we will learn. What is meant for us will not miss us.

Divine timing. Divine Journey.. You/Me.

As I sit in what can feel like despair, I don't find it much fun. I do find when I honor what I feel and be truthful about it... that's when the magic of me happens.

May you let the magic of You happen.

We are meant and made to feel the gamut of life. There is something real to me about as high as we can experience ourselves is as low as we can experience ourselves. Balance is nice and many real life moments are outside of ourselves feeling balanced.

We can breathe deep and balance. We can be just in this moment and choose the depth of the OKay-ness within. We can feel amazing and right on. We can feel ugh and way off. We can learn not to label the 'amazing' or the 'ugh' if we want. This is being human. I continue to be love as best as I can. I continue to pray for humanity, mother earth and all living things.

I'd like us all to give peace a change; I mean give peace a chance...

I wish you harmony within yourself. I wish harmony amongst ourselves. Harmonize from within. Just maybe this can create harmony throughout.

May you get your most True You on and may you be kind to yourself and to others... Maybe even extra kind just now.

Go You. Every time you are honoring you and feeling in harmony with everything you, the energy you emit is 'medicine' for all.

Right On.

May you be the truest, best, authentic You that is available to you now.

May you let your loving truth lead.

Oh, the places you have yet to go. ! Whoop.

Be here now in all that peacefully honors You.

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My Past Story

The first thing I would always tell a new doctor was 'my dad left me when I was 10'. He just disappeared, ran away. It was pretty awful for me. I thought it was my fault as most kids sometimes do. I thought I was unlovable. Years later, 20 maybe, I realized it wasn't just that my dad left me that affected my life, but also that my mom stayed. She stayed and I'll be forever grateful. However, her staying wasn't all peaches and creme. She was so hurt, so distraught, so frightened to raise three kids on her own and find a job that it was very hard for her to be there for me and my needs. I chose to shutdown, be quiet and try not to make it any harder on her as to not ask for much, or voice much, or need much.

Years later, in 11/12th grade, I noticed my fingers being really cold and hurting all the time. I noticed them turning purple and the pain was very 'loud'. Humorously enough, I had chosen to be a secretary and typing was a big part of my everyday. I loved it even. Fingers flying across the keyboard with as little mistakes as possible was the goal. I was pretty good at it. While in typing class, I remember putting my hands on my neck to try to warm them and make them feel better. I was naive enough then to think this must be happening to everyone.

Anyway, years went by and nobody was able to tell me why this was happening or what to do to make it better. Then, approximately 4 years later, I remember (what I felt) was little me sitting across from a really big doctor at his really big desk and him telling me I was allergic to myself. Of course, this was him describing to me what auto-immune meant. I had a disease called scleroderma and it could kill me (sometimes in as little as five years) and I would most likely be on medicine and have it for the rest of my life and there was nothing to change it.

Anyway, almost 30 years later, I've had my share of pain and I'm alive. I've had ulcerations on my fingers and I have lost most of my nails on both hands from lack of circulation and producing too much collagen. My hands are somewhat not a pretty sight and to hit something with one of my fingers by accident (well, I refer to the feeling as 'going to the moon).

When I was about 30, I started looking at alternative medicine and I tried anything that came across my path to try to stop the pain. I have tried many normal and not so normal 'ideas'. I sometimes do not believe at what lengths I went to try to ease my pain and suffering!

This is what has brought me here to this point in my life.

I'm grateful to be able to learn so much about myself and life and I wouldn't take it back (well, some days I might want to).

Something was telling me to blog. I really didn't know much about blogging - I am still a novice at best. Approximately 5 weeks ago, I sat at my computer and started typing.

I am surprised at where my blogs have led me. I thought I was trying to help others and that still is a big goal of mine. However, what I am finding out is that this is a great outlet for me.

A way to feel like I'm doing something. I told a friend this morning about my blog and I said that it's draining because I put everything out there and do not hold back as I post each individual blog; its fun because it does give me an outlet and I feel a little purpose in my life; and it's scary because I don't want anyone laughing at me or telling me that I am completely 'off my rocker'!