Be U: Developing News

Coming for the Real You.

I'm hoping to share thoughts, fun and insightful information and aha moments with all to better serve ourselves and the universe.

My background is that of Executive Secretary for the local Electric company (11 years).

Certified Personal Trainer (since 1991) and Fitness Consultant for my own company, Beachin Bodies (6 years) and certified in Reiki and Nutrition with training in Cranial Sacral work, Tai Chi, and Meditation. Certified as a Professional Life Coach (2015); Minister at Universal Life Church (2016);

and, possibly, most important,

my own journey through illness and avenues, roads and roadblocks that I have taken to find the real me. (35 plus years).

The me that I was born as. The me that is the all-knowing. I believe the search is endless and we are here to learn and to love and to share it all.

Sunday, March 13, 2022

Developing News

YOU. You are the developing news that I would like to focus on; from a place of great love.

We are all developing. You are developing. I am developing. Our world is developing.

The saying that "Sometimes when it feels like everything is falling apart, it is actually falling into place" comes up for me just now. Oh, it best be. !!

Developing from what you have known through what you are learning and experiencing now.

Developing from what used to work for you [maybe has always worked for you] in the past and it no longer does and/or there is now a better way.

Developing through your innate knowing and feelings.

Developing and processing information using your mind and heart together as a team.

Through all that is, as it is, you are (maybe) seeing, feeling, knowing things to be different.

What is still working for you, you are (I hope) honoring it and grateful for it.

The development of each of us is happening. We are no longer able to 'stay the course' that we have always depended on. We are no longer able to hide. We are no longer able to ignore things as easily as we (maybe) used to. We are being awakened to our own awareness on a level that many of us have never looked for, 'played' with or invited in. Many of us are still hesitant to do different in such a drastic manner. A lot of what is different, the experience and outcome can feel so unknown and unknowing.

This developing news is a gift. Yet, there is so much unknown and none of it seems to come to us automatically as much of it may have in our own living of the past.

This is really great news. This can feel really difficult. It can feel like news we may not want any part of.

Yet, I do believe it is really awesome, amazing, fabulous and brilliant news.

Anything is possible.

We are all here now to create the world through who we are and what we know.

We can choose fear, hate, love. We may experience all three.

May we keep coming back and through love as often and as much as possible. This is where we - you and me - all rise up together and build the life that is inside each of us to build. When we build through love, the flow of just being is much easier and more enjoyable to me.

May you be aware of how you are bringing yourself into all that is your life and choose your own love through as much of it and as frequently as you can.

Love flows. It truly is the best thing that we can live in. It can create a flow of ease and rising up into our most fulfilling life and our universal purpose of being. Each one of Us. You. Me. Us. and even Them. What happens to 'them' now touches us like never before. When we go deep enough and open up to what is, we are them and they are us. We all are in this life, here; now, together.

This can be the Breaking News that encourages life's finest way.

May you 'Just 9Be U' and keep fulfilling the life that is inside of You through the beating of your heart, the breathing of your breath, the awareness of your thoughts and the wisdom of your soul. Your spirit flies highest when living in your fullness that allows for your complete being to be present in everything you encounter.

Oh, beautiful, magical, priceless brilliance that shines every time you honor all that you are and feel.

As we honor all that we are and feel, we open to a contentment that encourages us to honor all of life and living.

It is a living from the depth of connection to universal truth and flow. This is where our greatest presence resides.

It certainly feels this way to me. And, I like it... a lot.

Thank You.

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My Past Story

The first thing I would always tell a new doctor was 'my dad left me when I was 10'. He just disappeared, ran away. It was pretty awful for me. I thought it was my fault as most kids sometimes do. I thought I was unlovable. Years later, 20 maybe, I realized it wasn't just that my dad left me that affected my life, but also that my mom stayed. She stayed and I'll be forever grateful. However, her staying wasn't all peaches and creme. She was so hurt, so distraught, so frightened to raise three kids on her own and find a job that it was very hard for her to be there for me and my needs. I chose to shutdown, be quiet and try not to make it any harder on her as to not ask for much, or voice much, or need much.

Years later, in 11/12th grade, I noticed my fingers being really cold and hurting all the time. I noticed them turning purple and the pain was very 'loud'. Humorously enough, I had chosen to be a secretary and typing was a big part of my everyday. I loved it even. Fingers flying across the keyboard with as little mistakes as possible was the goal. I was pretty good at it. While in typing class, I remember putting my hands on my neck to try to warm them and make them feel better. I was naive enough then to think this must be happening to everyone.

Anyway, years went by and nobody was able to tell me why this was happening or what to do to make it better. Then, approximately 4 years later, I remember (what I felt) was little me sitting across from a really big doctor at his really big desk and him telling me I was allergic to myself. Of course, this was him describing to me what auto-immune meant. I had a disease called scleroderma and it could kill me (sometimes in as little as five years) and I would most likely be on medicine and have it for the rest of my life and there was nothing to change it.

Anyway, almost 30 years later, I've had my share of pain and I'm alive. I've had ulcerations on my fingers and I have lost most of my nails on both hands from lack of circulation and producing too much collagen. My hands are somewhat not a pretty sight and to hit something with one of my fingers by accident (well, I refer to the feeling as 'going to the moon).

When I was about 30, I started looking at alternative medicine and I tried anything that came across my path to try to stop the pain. I have tried many normal and not so normal 'ideas'. I sometimes do not believe at what lengths I went to try to ease my pain and suffering!

This is what has brought me here to this point in my life.

I'm grateful to be able to learn so much about myself and life and I wouldn't take it back (well, some days I might want to).

Something was telling me to blog. I really didn't know much about blogging - I am still a novice at best. Approximately 5 weeks ago, I sat at my computer and started typing.

I am surprised at where my blogs have led me. I thought I was trying to help others and that still is a big goal of mine. However, what I am finding out is that this is a great outlet for me.

A way to feel like I'm doing something. I told a friend this morning about my blog and I said that it's draining because I put everything out there and do not hold back as I post each individual blog; its fun because it does give me an outlet and I feel a little purpose in my life; and it's scary because I don't want anyone laughing at me or telling me that I am completely 'off my rocker'!