Be U: Super Duper Duper

Coming for the Real You.

I'm hoping to share thoughts, fun and insightful information and aha moments with all to better serve ourselves and the universe.

My background is that of Executive Secretary for the local Electric company (11 years).

Certified Personal Trainer (since 1991) and Fitness Consultant for my own company, Beachin Bodies (6 years) and certified in Reiki and Nutrition with training in Cranial Sacral work, Tai Chi, and Meditation. Certified as a Professional Life Coach (2015); Minister at Universal Life Church (2016);

and, possibly, most important,

my own journey through illness and avenues, roads and roadblocks that I have taken to find the real me. (35 plus years).

The me that I was born as. The me that is the all-knowing. I believe the search is endless and we are here to learn and to love and to share it all.

Sunday, August 11, 2019

Super Duper Duper

I come here today thinking about how all of us have our own unique truths; our own unique stories. We all have stories inside of ourselves and we all have issues and courage, strength and weaknesses.

Are we being challenged more than we have ever been to be true to ourselves; to live like there is no place to hide and forced to live in the moment and from the inside out... I think yes.

So much is on the table, so to speak, and showing itself. So much information is at our fingertips. So much heartache and awe is right in our faces and we are becoming/learning into a new way of being.

Our own stillness is a gift. Our own being is a miracle. Our own 'own-ness' is being demanded as to find our own peace and fulfillment within and to share it without.

This journey called life is loud and unclear to many. This is the way it is supposed to be or it would not be so.

Our mission, if we choose to accept it, is to live our true selves from within out. To open our hearts and our minds. To live in the oneness that is totally present.

When we live in fear, we create untruths and hardships. When we live in love, we create an opening of paths that lead us to our own best innermost self and to each other in the most enjoyable way possible.

Living your truth within yourself out is your super power. Living your truth through love is your super duper power. Living who you are and being present and aware of same in each moment is your super duper duper power. You were born with all of the 'powers' intact within you.

And to take it to one more level - your super duper duper duper power is, perhaps, to live accepting our own current 'truths' and trusting the process of our own lives and living in fulfillment now knowing that what is meant for us will be and what is not meant for us will never be. And it, and we, are okay. Everything we need to complete this lifetime successfully is within us. Just chill and be. Relax into yourself knowing that above it all, or is it underneath it all, You Are Okay.

May it be so.

May you share your 'beautiful' as naturally, openly and colorful as possible.

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My Past Story

The first thing I would always tell a new doctor was 'my dad left me when I was 10'. He just disappeared, ran away. It was pretty awful for me. I thought it was my fault as most kids sometimes do. I thought I was unlovable. Years later, 20 maybe, I realized it wasn't just that my dad left me that affected my life, but also that my mom stayed. She stayed and I'll be forever grateful. However, her staying wasn't all peaches and creme. She was so hurt, so distraught, so frightened to raise three kids on her own and find a job that it was very hard for her to be there for me and my needs. I chose to shutdown, be quiet and try not to make it any harder on her as to not ask for much, or voice much, or need much.

Years later, in 11/12th grade, I noticed my fingers being really cold and hurting all the time. I noticed them turning purple and the pain was very 'loud'. Humorously enough, I had chosen to be a secretary and typing was a big part of my everyday. I loved it even. Fingers flying across the keyboard with as little mistakes as possible was the goal. I was pretty good at it. While in typing class, I remember putting my hands on my neck to try to warm them and make them feel better. I was naive enough then to think this must be happening to everyone.

Anyway, years went by and nobody was able to tell me why this was happening or what to do to make it better. Then, approximately 4 years later, I remember (what I felt) was little me sitting across from a really big doctor at his really big desk and him telling me I was allergic to myself. Of course, this was him describing to me what auto-immune meant. I had a disease called scleroderma and it could kill me (sometimes in as little as five years) and I would most likely be on medicine and have it for the rest of my life and there was nothing to change it.

Anyway, almost 30 years later, I've had my share of pain and I'm alive. I've had ulcerations on my fingers and I have lost most of my nails on both hands from lack of circulation and producing too much collagen. My hands are somewhat not a pretty sight and to hit something with one of my fingers by accident (well, I refer to the feeling as 'going to the moon).

When I was about 30, I started looking at alternative medicine and I tried anything that came across my path to try to stop the pain. I have tried many normal and not so normal 'ideas'. I sometimes do not believe at what lengths I went to try to ease my pain and suffering!

This is what has brought me here to this point in my life.

I'm grateful to be able to learn so much about myself and life and I wouldn't take it back (well, some days I might want to).

Something was telling me to blog. I really didn't know much about blogging - I am still a novice at best. Approximately 5 weeks ago, I sat at my computer and started typing.

I am surprised at where my blogs have led me. I thought I was trying to help others and that still is a big goal of mine. However, what I am finding out is that this is a great outlet for me.

A way to feel like I'm doing something. I told a friend this morning about my blog and I said that it's draining because I put everything out there and do not hold back as I post each individual blog; its fun because it does give me an outlet and I feel a little purpose in my life; and it's scary because I don't want anyone laughing at me or telling me that I am completely 'off my rocker'!