Scared

I'm being with my fear today.  I'm realizing more and more that my fear is only based in not wanting to be who I am.   What a crack-up that is....

I feel it's a huge responsibility to be the truest of true about and to oneself.  It can feel like a burden to have to live as powerful as we truly are.  Especially, until we are living it. 

The fight between what I know from my inner most being and what I grew to learn with my human brain can be quite different.  It is a huge "yikes" for me.

I'm balancing out and moving forward and creating a world of peace between these two situations that I have come to connect to.

My child is raised, I have some strength and I have a great need to help others be their own true selves. 

Where I am going from here... I still do not know for sure.   And, I'M GOING....

May you go and head in the direction that pulls you towards it the most.

This I typed as a draft yesterday...Interesting.