Dentist

I am off to the dentist this morning.  Not my favorite place to be by a long shot. 

I am just going for a consult as every time I am there, I am under the influence of Xanax xr because my mouth is so tiny that I cannot even get my own fingers in it; let alone someone elses along with their tools.   oh my...  I go without extra Xanax in my system so that we can discuss and devise a plan as to get the work done that needs to be done. 

I am nervous knowing I am only going to talk to the man.  Wow.  I love myself through and am aware and open of what I am putting myself through for possibly no reason.   I have reasons to feel this way but these reasons are not warranted under these circumstances.  I must tell all my cells in my body and my brain to get 'on board' with this.

May you be aware and know what you do or think or feel..  Is it warranted; under the circumstances that are currently being shown to you...

Only you know.   You do know.   May you know that you know.    Ha.

I hope good moments are within you.