Run Run Run Run Away

I'm feeling like I want to run away today.   I want to be alone.   I want to be left alone.  I feel yucky (clinical term) and I don't want to share it with anyone.  I don't want to feel this way.  I hear myself saying that this just may be one of my best days even though it doesn't feel as such.

I do not know.  I feel achy under my skin.  I feel frustrated with my weight.  I feel bored with my life.  I feel hurt with my sore.  I feel bored with my life.

Hmm.  I feel bored.

This is an usual feeling for me.  Perhaps, feeling bored is good.  Perhaps, it is what will drive me to create a difference in my life that will enable me to not feel bored.

I still am working on taking the drive to nowhere with my Prince CD.  I am hoping it will be tomorrow.  Yay.

I had a massage today.  It was very relaxing during it.  And, as soon as it was done, my body got 'noisy' again and I want to run.

I'm cranky.  I'm miserable. 

So, I embrace these feelings as best I can.  I know these feelings will pass through easiest if I allow them to occur.  I know if I saw a line-up of feelings, these would not be the ones I would pick.

And, yet, here I sit with uncomfortable feelings.

All I can do is be open to where I go from here and honor myself; love myself through.

I will 'run' tomorrow on my drive.   And, for now, I feel what I can and I do my best.  I feel these yucky feelings from a place of love.  I watch them, recognize, acknowledge and feel them.  It feels like the best thing to do for myself.

May you do what feels is the best thing to do for yourself; from a place of love...  as best you can.  You are worth it.