Go On

It is a beautiful, bright blue sky kind of day.  The sun feels so good and warm on my skin.  There is an energy about it that soothes and lifts.

I'm still dealing with nonsensical things when it comes to medicine for scleroderma and pain.  Math tells me one answer, the insurance tells me a different answer.  Math doesn't seem to matter here in this case of days of medicine scripted and days the computer has scripted that insurance will easily pay for.  As I find myself offered a drug that is not made for scleroderma, insurance doesn't want to pay.  I do understand it is an uncertainty if this drug will work for me.  And, I've been on many of these in my lifetime.

And  so  I  go  on.

It is all I can do.  Bring my true self to the situation and [lovingly] stand in my [firm] truth.  See where it takes me.

I will be okay until I am not...  if the 'not' part ever happens.  I want to believe, love, and be open to ease.  It just feels best inside of me and for me.

And  so  I  go  on.

May you go on.  Go  on  as your true inner self allows and feels best.  My wish for you.