I am feeling the going.. going.. going.. It is like my get up and go got up and went this morning!
I know that I need a slower day. I need a day with moments of relaxation, letting go and just to be. I have a massage scheduled today. How my body looks forward to this!
I cannot 'go' like I see many others going. I have learned (mostly) to not want to. I have accepted where I am just now (mostly) and I see the beauty, strength and empowerment in this.
So, for today, I let go of my lists, my desires of doing, and my guilt of not doing. I am at peace where I am and I know/believe that everything always falls into place.
I bring my open heart and mind with me as I allow the day to unwind into a most precious day. I connect. lovingly, to the people that show up in my life and I support our world to peace and preciousness.
Perhaps, this is my role. It must be as this is where I find myself.
Yes, there is a part of me that wishes I was strutting around New York City shopping in the Christmas lights. There is another part that wishes I was on the beach jogging a couple of miles. There is a part of me that wishes I would never be swollen or in pain again. And, I am learning that scleroderma has taught me so much about myself; my inner knowing; the gentle warrior that I am. Without experiencing [and even not experiencing] all that I know, am and breathe, I would not be me. I am good being me.
So, as my life balances through itself and our world -
I wish you your life balance to be, live, feel, do, and share everything that is you from your most loving of places.
May you get on with you and live all of you with all of your parts. They/This is what makes you uniquely you. How lovely thou art!...
May you allow yourself to be blessed and to know blessings.
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