Where I'm At

I am in sunny and warm Florida.  I am in a new home for 3 months now.  I am still reaching out, knowing and sharing with many people the depth of who we all are.  It is my calling.  It is my blessing as I live here on this Earth with you. 

I am more settled than I've been for years.  I still feel the need for more settling in as my goal is to get the cars in the garage and have everything that I am keeping in its place as best I can. 

I know great gratitude for this.  I know peace in this.  I know happiness in this. 

My insides are achy.  My thumbs have ulcers.  My mind is less confused.  And, my mind would love easy answers to have a healthier body.  One that doesn't fight against itself as all autoimmune dis-eases do. 

I am reaching out to professionals to see the latest medicine and discoveries where scleroderma is concerned.  I'm reaching out to professionals to help me to accept this pain and how best to process it. 

We received a bid on our house up north.  It is lower than I would like and we will walk through this to see the outcome.  I bring my true and honest self to it and ask for guidance how best to navigate so all walk away as fulfilled as possible.

I did yoga out back on the patio with my awesome daughter yesterday.  It was lovely.  My body was so happy.  I surely connected to many parts of my body that wanted my attention feeling the tightness it was showing me.

Most of the window treatments are done.  I'm going to go with sheer orange on my office window.  The color is just 'calling' me!  Hoot. 

I'm still eating quacamole and garlic hummus everyday and still crave it.

I'm trusting the process of life as often and strongly as I can.   I know in the big picture of my life, these little things that are 'bothersome' or 'scary' are only stepping stones to a stronger, happier, more fulfilled life.

It is the dark and the light that propels us and makes me me.  It is the dark and the light the propels us and makes you you.

The human experience is light and dark.  I say send love to the dark and be love in the light.  Love through it all.  Love yourself - all of you as best you can.  You are unique.  You are made to be here on this earth just as you are.  Share you.  Share your uniqueness.  Love your uniqueness.  You matter here in the big picture of living.  You were born to matter because you do.

May you live in your uniqueness that our world needs just because you were born with it.  It matters where you are at.  May you be kind to yourself or whatever it is you need just now - may you give it to yourself; if at all possible.