'Ouch' is all I can think. I hope I can survive out of this --- through it and out.
It does feel like a punishment. And, I think I believe that it is lessons and challenges that have us grow into what we are supposed to be. I truly don't want all this 'ouch' in my system just now, however. Oh no no no no no! lol
I see light. I see love. I see help. I see care. I see tragic. I see challenge. I see white. I see black. I see gray.
I am blinded by seeing so much. My focus is unclear and my head spins with decisions and indecisions.
I'm reminded when my 92 year old aunt had to leave her home and have a 'trial vacation' at a 'home' how discombobulated and lost she got. She refused and fought the change. This created the biggest hardship; the fight and fear of the unknown and change.
I may be doing the same on some levels. I welcome it on others. It scares me some and it excites me too.
Life, in truth, is so much more fascinating than anything writers can write and writers write some pretty brilliant situations.
So, as I live through what I created and participated in creating and had no say in what has come about, I stand strong in who I am. Not sure where to put myself, but I stand strong in who I am. This is the peace that I need to get me through these last few months of transitioning from Pennsylvania to Florida, USA.
Whatever you are living through; wherever you find yourself - if you bring your full self with you, then I have to believe no matter what happens, it is the truth that is best to propel you to where you are going. All the feelings, all the emotions, all the facts as you see them and share them; this is living fully.
May you stand strong in who you are and know that having yourself fully with you will carry you through anything. Enjoy the fun, walk through the not so fun, and create anew through the truth of what you feel, who you are, how you act and what you do.
Just Be You. Just Be Love.
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