I am going to look at other homes to see what has become available and to see if I feel 'at home' at any of these homes that are for sale in the community I will end up living in.
I'm anxious and excited. I'm frustrated but also trusting the process as much as I can.
I'm continually mentally and directionally 'move out' of the home up north and every day there are decisions, things and thoughts to handle and process.
I do have one little small ulcer on the knuckle of my pointer finger. Ouch. This is the first one I've had in definitely over a year. Too much stress is not a woman's (or man's) friend.
Stress, I am learning, is just not wanting or accepting what is. It comes from me fighting part of my own story; allowing my story to be hard, difficult and even treacherous.
When I tap into that this is such a small picture in the totality of my life and things always work out and we all have ebbs and flow in our life; darkness and light; happy and sad - this is when stress is not center stage but acceptance and trust is. Oh, it feels so much better to accept what I feel. It gives me strength instead of zaps my strength.
Acceptance and trust - when I can get to it - is what feels best within myself and around my self.
May you accept and trust as much as you can today and let the flow of what is your life 'just be' as you participate, seek and be/do who you are in this moment. Feel it. Feel You. Ride the waves.
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