Bam

In and out of my hands that fast; again....   I won the auction - 'auction was unsuccessful - didn't reach reserve amount'.  

Man, I'm not sure this is the kind of company I want to do business with....

6 auctions later -- winning all six -- and the house is still not offered to me..... Yikes; triple Yikes.

I walk on....  I'm open to finding the bestest house for myself and my family.   It is not about 'if'; it is about 'when'.

I still have a wee little bit of belief in me...  I walk on with this.

I do feel beaten down.  I do feel frustrated.   I do feel sad.

I also cannot do anything more about it from where I stand.

May you accept what you cannot change and go with the flow of what the Universe offers you; as best you can.  

With continued open heart and open mind; I walk on.

This, after a long walk and a long drive, is the conclusion I have reached in this moment.  Ha.

I am going somewhere.  I just don't know where yet.