Prioritize

Do I go to the horse show, do I pay the rent, do I walk the dogs, do I go out for dinner with friends, do I help my husband pack for his trip, do I bid on the house, do I make a list of what needs to be done up at the north house, do I plan to go to the open house of 'my' house here.....  

When I write down what I want to do, sometimes it can feel and be overwhelming to think about it.  It is mostly never overwhelming doing just that one thing.  We prioritize as humans.  We get done what is in front of us to do in the moment.  We plan ahead.  We walk through.  We configure a game plan.   We always get what is most important to us done; mostly anyway.  If it's not so important, even when we claim it is, perhaps, it does not get done.

I want it to be okay.  I want to walk through prioritizing and creating a game plan from day to day; week to week; month to month that is joyful and loving easily as possible.

As I sit with the thought of it all in my head jumbled up, I can sometimes feel stuck, uncertain, and even unable.  Yet, for the most part, I am always able as I do each situation.  And, if failure happens, it's okay.  I tried.   If I don't try, I won't know. 

Yes, there are some circumstances that I don't really want to know fully - like what my house up north looks like.  However, I am involved and I have great people and an awesome property manager.  I am in good hands.   Things I need to know and things I do not; for today, anyway.

So, as I prioritize the many life altering things that are 'in my face' just now, I walk on and allow ease, joy and knowledge drive me.  I am hoping to continue to persuade fear and discomfort away as much as possible.

May you allow what feels most comforting to you as you 'get the job done' while being kind, open and informed; as much as possible.

Our world is in a constant state of flux.  It is supposed to be.  Allow the 'ride' and stand strong and loving in who you are. Allow others to be and do the same as you speak and live the real reaction that rises up inside of you.  I support you in creating and living the world outside from within.