I trust that this is the way it is supposed to be as this is the way it is. My mind spins from the roller coaster ride I have chosen to ride again and again and again.
I have written one last letter that I have saved for just now that tells my story of why and how I feel and my own inflicted connection to this house. This type of letter is new to me and I have nothing to lose so I may send it.
It is my truth about living in an apartment, losing my northern home through a frozen pipe burst and looking for a home in the community that I wish to live in and how it has not been a smooth process.
I know the 'seller' has every right to revoke the sale. I know that I emotionally attached myself to this home on my own accord.
I know that I will be okay as I walk through this. I am realizing that when I feel angry or hurt, I also tend to feel childish and not want to feel this anger or this hurt. I realized, with help from a very helpful friend, that my best path is to feel what comes up and let it process through me.
I am in my truth. I am standing strong in my truth. I am sharing my truth. This is what I've been wanting to do all along. So, I am going to do it.
This is what comes from living and sharing my truth and because of this, I believe in myself; I am connected to myself; I am honoring myself. I am okay.
I trust the process of life and I trust myself to know, feel and be myself through it all. What a greatest of gifts I can give to myself and my world.
May you trust the process of life and know, trust, feel, and be yourself through it all. What a greatest of gifts you can give to yourself and your world. Whoop, there it is! lol
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