Realization

While I lived this way all my life and know that every other person I have become close to has as well; I am just now putting words to this.

I cannot always know strength.  I do not usually walk in fear; however I know the feeling of this.  I feel many emotions from time to time.  I shut down at times.  I rest.  I over do.  I love myself; I question my love of self.

I cannot be just one thing that I choose all the time.  I wander.  I waiver.  I emit all that I am. 

This is the human 'ride'; the human experience.

When I judge it, I put the easy breezy feelings in the 'nice' category and the harsh, hard feelings in the 'naughty'.  And, I am learning that if I want, I can choose to put them all in one category or not put them in any.

May you realize how you 'do' your human experience.