Declaration

A week or so ago, I declared that I was not going to allow tension in my body.  While for a few days, there was little tension in me; today, it is not the case. 

I have great tension and dis-ease prevalent.  I'm moving about breathing heavier, holding on tightly and not trusting myself to just be and be able.

I do not like this 'feeling'; physically nor mentally.  It is very unsettling and very uncomfortable.

Much of my thoughts are negative and holding on for better, easier days.  While my mind knows that this is not what I choose to do, there is a force here that feels greater than myself not allowing ease in all my situations that I encounter and create.

So, what to do...?  I am uncertain.  My goal is to embrace this tension; get it's message(s) and move on.

Will it work?  I haven't a clue.  Will I do it?  Yes, I will.

Hello tension - talk to me!   lol  Yikes.

May you embrace what you are/feel/believe and live through and on as greatly as you can.