Understand

Many people this weekend told me that they are not understanding me.  I believe because I am speaking a whole new 'language'  and just, maybe, instead of this newborn that I felt I was... I am up to at least grade school. 

I am sharing the 'whole of me', now, today, (to the best of my ability in response to the work that I have done).  I want to stay true to this person (myself) while being in the midst of life, living, the world and people.  I want to stand strong for myself while sharing and inviting others in.

I want to experience, even though I'm not at 'top of my game', or I'm not feeling great, that I can still be useful, helpful, loving and even thrive as myself in this thing we are all experiencing called LIFE.  I want to live on by just being present in each moment and share truth, light and love. 

Yesterday was proof that I can be around people and not have to push myself to please what is outside of myself to do.  Huge.

It worked beautifully.  I had a fabulous day with the people that were present and shared who they are with me.  I feel so lucky and blessed to have such a wonderful, loving family.  No, we are not perfect.  (Although some may beg to differ.  lol)  We are all doing the best we can with what we know and who we are.... As is everyone that breathes the same air that is here on our planet to breathe.

So, as I make the truth of who I am, clearer, out loud and from the deepest depth that I know just now... I love.  I learn.  I am.   I believe.

May you love, learn, be and believe as you share all that you are.