Chemistry

I believe my body's chemistry has changed with my thoughts.  I believe I'm still me, yet, a very 'evolved' me.  I know differently than I did.  I act differently than I did.  I am different than I was.  I project differently than I did.

I am different. 

With this difference, comes a whole new set of 'LIVING' items to 'enjoy'.   My head is not settled completely in this new me.  I feel it coming and I'm not there. 

I am weaker than I want to be.  I am more confused in my head than I want to be.  I am not adding exercise and movement to my everyday routine.  I am not projecting and feeling joy outwardly like I want to be doing. (and, I'm sure this is just some of the picture that is known to me; if it, too, is even real)  

This too shall come.  Only because I want it and am working for it and I believe in every cell of my body that it is mine to claim. 

It's taken me a lifetime to get here.  It's taken you a lifetime to get where you are.  Things change in a moment's thought.  Some things stay the same.  Whatever I am feeling, knowing, being and doing -- as long as I am being true to what I know, feel, be and am; while sharing kindness, I am living me.

It's a beautiful thing.  It is not without chaos.  It is with peace.  It's a beautiful thing.

May you feel, know, do and Be YOU with every step you take.  You are a gift.  Share the gift of YOU.