As I settle in (and it ain't easy); I feel everything. As I move on, I process much. As I relax into my new life here, I feel guilt that I'm getting what I want.
I am extremely good at THINKING TOO MUCH!!!!
My girlfriend tells me I'm doing good, I'm getting through - Now, just let go of the guilt. My sister tells me I always get through it and know what to do when I listen to myself. Another wonderful friend tells me even though I'm not feeling good; I get the job done. I like what they tell me!
I'm learning that if I do not feel connected to people in a positive light, I do not feel worthy. Mmmmm
What is this about...
I know my worthiness comes from who I am, what I do and, in truth, just because I'm here on this earth now with all of you.
Yet, (ugh, there has to be a yet!), I feel most worthy when I'm helping others. I feel most worthy when I'm connecting to people on a human level; on a level that we all have something in common - we all have hearts and we all breathe. People that I can share with, help and create laughter in our hearts; this is when I feel most worthy and most alive.
Am I worthy alone..... I KNOW the answer is YES...I'm not sure I believe this in every cell of my body.
May you have laughter in your heart today.
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