On or Off

Today, I seem to have two speeds.  On or Off.  I'm going, going and going - cleaning, working around the house, doing errands, dealing with people.  Then, I'm sitting in bed with my dogs, barely able to move; tired from running on adrenaline.

I'm wondering, today, what it feels like to run in between - relaxed, doing each chore completely present; talking to each person and hearing their every word without other words in my head.

I know it's very nice because I've done this before.  I know I enjoy this speed greatly.  Yes, the high of going, going, going is not present.  However, the inability to move is not present either.

So, I'm feeling like I have many speeds.  I'm feeling that many of us have different speeds.  Some we turn to ON without the awareness of same - some we consciously have to force ourselves to enter to hit a particular speed.

What 'speed' are you running on just now?  How does it feel 'on' you?