Leaving On A Jet Plane

I'm getting ready to head to Palms Spring, California, USA.  It is desert country with mountains.  It is a beautiful place.  Nature is abundant.  I love places like this. 

To get out of my house; my little world and leave my animals and family is extremely hard for me.  I used to have no fear in doing this.  I have great fear this time.  It feels easier to stay than to go.  I hear myself telling myself that these other 500 conference attendees are all professional and healthy.  Do I know this for sure.  No, I do not.

So, I focus on my goal.  I want to learn more about the body, mind and spirit.  I want to experience the body, mind and spirit in this way.   I want to be open and allow everything and everyone that I encounter to teach me and connect with me in, I HOPE, a good and positive way.

So, with all my thoughts of myself being a LOSER just now.   With all the fear, that I'm not good enough.  With all the hardship of letting go of control of my household....   

I'm leaving on a plane and doing it anyway!   I say to myself - YOU GO GIRL!   LOL

This feels better than when I hear myself say WHAT A LOSER!  UGH

So, may you hear yourself telling yourself all about your wonderfulness, bravery and strength that you have within you.    I know it's there.