I went to the Psychiatrist today explaining to him about how I went on hormones to mimic pregnancy to see if I could stop symptoms of scleroderma. I told him I achieved this goal of mimicking pregnancy and I did change symptoms of ulcerations on my fingers from time to time. They were definitely affected by progesterone levels for me.
I proceeded to tell him about my most recent blood test results that showed signs of an overworking heart, under working thyroid, sugar not being used by my body properly (diabetic symptoms) and also known symptoms of mental confusion, fatigue and weight gain. I was strongly voicing adverse feelings of how concerned I was with these results and symptoms. I continued that how in over 200 blood tests I have received; nothing has ever showed positive or off from regular, everyday numbers.
He simply stated - Well, your body thinks you've been pregnant for sometime and is now showing possible pregnancy symptoms. - I'm not sure if I could have been more dumbfounded! I stood up and spun around the room in an OH MY GOODNESS DANCE, OF COURSE THIS IS WHAT'S GOING ON..... DUH!
I'm stating the facts and still need to be knocked on my head to a reality check!
Relief came. Change will be a-coming.
May you see what is right in front of you in a very helpful way today.
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