Over The Hump

I find it so scary to ask for what I want and not have a fear of ruffling feathers, so to speak.  My whole body gets tense, my brain gets confused and I create a resistance to feel.

Whoa, it is very uncomfortable for me.

I am pushing through this fear these days.  I am requesting information.  I am requesting to have my needs met.  I am requesting help from others AND they could turn me away.

Yet, I can't stop myself.  I no longer have the bars in front of me and I am free to live, be and breathe me.  It's good and yet, I cannot say it is comfortable... yet.

The tension in the my shoulders, the discomfort in my stomach, the legs that cramp up.  Quite interesting; this physical response of what my mind thinks.

I am getting over the humps.  I am sharing myself without pretense.  I am getting positive and helpful feedback.  I am finding peace on the other side.  My brain still doesn't want to wrap around the ease of this.  Ask for what I want and I may get it easily.  WOWZA

May you ask for what you want today AND may it come easily.