I am trying so very hard to live and thrive and to find answers to my health constraints/issues. My head is currently screwy because I want help so bad and there is a part of me that hates to ask for it and doesn't want to bother anyone and another part of me that thinks them knowing my situation could greatly increase their ability to learn and grow and help others.
What a pickel I put myself in! I am writing to the experts. They have heard me. I pray for knowledge, care and growth for all.
I am suffering. I am, for the first time, in way over 200 blood tests, showing organs working harder or not as hard as is optimal and numbers that are way under or over what physicians know to be 'normal'.
So, I have much to work with. Never did before. This could be good. This could not be so good. I'm thinking it's good.
I'm ready to deal, dive in, pray, and change what is in my power to change to create optimal health and happiness for me.
May you be ready to change what creates optimal health and happiness for you.
First, I have to admit where I really feel most unsettled and start here. OH, the struggle. However, isn't staying stuck in the struggle the worst of two evils.... I'm changing it up a lot and I feel my resistance to do so and I'm plowing through anyway. And, it is one of the hardest things for me to do. Mmmmmm
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