Getting Back on Track

My skin ulcers have calmed down and I'm starting to feel more myself and sleeping better and calmer.  WOW, our bodies sure can 'talk' to us. 

I can surely ignore this 'talking' for a long time.  AND, it does get louder.  I think I prefer to listen to the whispers and keep it easier and gentler on myself, if possible.

As I do feel like I'm getting back on track from before I had the painful days, I also feel that I'm traveling where I have never traveled before or, at the least, in a long, long time.  I'm finding it hard to know what to say.  I'm finding it hard to put into words.  I'm not feeling much wisdom of myself outside of what I've written about or much current growth.

I have alot going on in my life with my family traveling to horse shows, purchasing a home in Florida, keeping up the home here, taking care of the animals.   As I write this, it doesn't sound like a lot to me.  Yet, it FEELS like alot.  Mmmmm.

I'm just going to take it that if it feels like alot; then for now, it must be alot to me.  Every day the contractors are still here (so it feels).  Everyday I'm dealing with people (or my husband if truth be told) with people regarding the purchasing of the home in FL.  It has been since February and we are finally getting close.  Oh, the anticipation.  It's a short sale and, well, let's just say I would have given up several months ago.  It's craziness to me.  This world has certainly changed in the real estate world.  Let's be true - it's changed alot in many worlds. 

Technology has far surpassed anything that I can imagine.  Weather and traffic at a click of a button on TV.  My car talks to me; I can pause regular TV; I can call my house on the telephone; I can carry thousands of books with me wherever I go easily; I can send a picture to you instanteously.  WOW.  I never thought I'd see the day.  AND, it's here.  Good, good stuff.

I just want to keep my human connection, along with these new connections.  Is it possible.  We will see, won't we.

So, as we go about our day today, may we be calm in learning all the new, quick 'stuff' that is available to us if we choose it.  And, may we also go along our day sharing who we really are with each other. 

If we can watch the TV screen and feel like we are in the same room with the people, surely we can be with each other and share the real us with them.  It makes life much more interesting, don't you think?

May you honor what you feel today and be grateful for the goodness of this.