Petty Arguments

I was just outback at the pool cleaning out the vacuum and being miserable. 

I come inside and decide on the playing card 5 of Clubs just for the fun of it.  I look up its meaning and (crack me up) it says 'Petty Arguments'.  (my husband enjoys the pool much more than I; in my head I tell myself he should* clean out the vacuum). 

I realize it's my choice if I want to do something or not.  If I happen to choose to clean the vacuum, I can make it an easy thing or I can make myself miserable.  Today I chose miserable.

I'm hoping I choose better next time!

What are you choosing for your feelings right now?  What are you telling yourself to make you feel this way?

(it is not fun for me to admit this)

*should - I believe this word is best deleted from my vocabulary.  It seems to only get me in trouble.