Hesitation

Someone close to me mentioned how they would be a bit embarrassed at some of the things I have written here on my blog.

I find myself hesitating now to voice my mind; my true inner self.

I really need to get a 'backbone' meaning I wish I didn't get so swayed by another person's beliefs/opinions.

I also want to write that for the first time in a long time my thumb got burned on the oven.  (yippee, right?)  but... my skin on my fingers has been so 'hard', it has not been able to burn.  I could reach right in the oven and turn the french fries or pull out a sandwich wrapped in aluminum foil or a slice of toast that has melted cheese and tomato sauce on top without incident.  (yes, I said french fries - ha)

I also noticed this week that when I went to write, I held the pen differently.  This is huge and I won't let myself feel this or think this completely. 

I want to believe that true change is here and I'm hesitant because I have felt this way so many times before and have been let down.

So, I sit in hesitation a bit today.  I will accept this hesitation, let it flow through me and move on.

Is there something you haven't been accepting and, just maybe, your life would be easier through acceptance, ( really living your truth ), if you did?