Where I'm At

I'm not really certain where I am at presently.  I don't seem to have a strong 'handle' on it.  One minute I'm extremely hopeful and know that I got it.  The next I am in complete uncertainty and discomfort.

This time it's not just waiting a couple of moments for me to feel different.  It's been days and I am stuck in this pattern.

I'm angry at myself for this a bit.  I am tired of writing the same thing about not figuring out what to give myself to get my happy on.  I am tired of writing I hurt or can't do things.  I want to move on from this.

Oh, my happy is hiding from me big time. 

I hear this voice inside of me saying 'PUSH'.  So this is what I'll do now.  I'm going to walk the dog (lovely day) and go to the grocery store.

That's all I know in this moment.

Our brains are genius; our emotions alive.  The full spectrum of life is in each one of us.

It's figuring out what we do with it (at times) that may be most important.  Just allowing it (at times) is probably just as important.

What a 'ride' life is.

How's Ur ride doing today?  My wish is for it to be what U choose it to be!