Well, I'm Here -- Now What

So as you know, I'm happily in South Florida and I dropped my daughter off, at an appointment, and I sat in my car not knowing which direction to go, what to do next, who to call first.  I ended up at a marina and cried. 

I cried because I am happy to be here; cried because I'm sad I'm not here more.  I cried for the person I was 2 years ago when I lived here in the winters for 10 years. 

I found myself being embarrassed to call a few old friends and professionals, from my past, because I feel myself being embarrassed about my health, or lack thereof. 

My spirit has lessened since I have last been here as well.

So, after many phone calls, plans, research, dealings -- I am more on my way to being who I want to be and where I want to be me at.  I was breathless trying to know what step(s) to take and what would I be most comfortable doing next.

So, I looked at real estate.  I plan to go to Wellington Horse Show tomorrow and then we head back to Ocala where our horses are.

All in good time, my dear (I tell myself). 

This Being U is not always the easiest of routes for me.  AND, I decided (again) today that I am  going to be me if it kills me!  Ha.

Below are some pictures of 'paradise' (my belief) that I'd like to share with you.

                                   

How's this for a view!