It's been beautiful for me everyday for the last week and I am so very grateful. It just seems to make it easier on me.
I think from being so cold and going to 80 so quickly, my fingers swelled up and they erupted unable to acclimate so quickly.
Hopefully, they will still calming down and be okay real soon. I wish, if they are trying to tell me something, I wish I would/could hear it and listen. I think they are telling me to take better care; pay more attention to my needs.
It's a bit hard with a teenager that doesn't drive and she is working with me to schedule me, when she needs me, into her schedule to inform me ahead of time what she needs from me. We will see how this helps. I think it will make all the difference. I enjoy doing for her and helping her out and watching her grow and start to fly AND I have to figure this whole new way out.
When she was little, we were still living my life; my dreams of her life. Now, it's becoming her life (as I want it to) and I'm struggling a bit with her love of life only because it is not mine. So, here again, Balance is key for me.
I look forward to seeing what the day brings. There is excitement within and about me and a certainty that I can handle what ever comes at me or around me. I look forward to it in this moment.
This is a place of calm, serenity, hope and love. It's a comfortable place for me to be. I am grateful and I am me.
My wish for U is to be your me today, in this moment.
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