I had individual sessions with these people yesterday. What came away from both (they interrelated amazingly) sessions, was basically I saw my child-self peer from behind a door and my adult-self went and collected her and the two became one again.
Then, I took both of them (in my mind's eye) and put both of them here in my body.
I'm exhausted from it and it felt very real. It sounds very weirdo to me.
Today, I am struggling from what I believe to be the life force that was created within from this.
Both practitioners suggested and brought up the word 'AIR'. One said to feel the air inside myself. I said "What?". The other said that she is working with air energy and air moves stuck energy better than water and not as good as fire. I don't get the 'air' thing. If I ever do, I'll let you know.
I have some 'popping' going on in my joints and stomach. Is this air? My thoughts in my head are completely swirling and if I reached in to grab one it would be to run, run fast. I'm scared of it. Feel like I can't cope. When in reality, I know for sure I can cope and am excited to do so and see where I end up from here.
My stomach is upset like I can't stomach it. It's the old fear holding on for dear life. Well, I say good riddance old fear. Bring in the new. Bring in the new with the New Year coming. I'm ready, willing, and able to ROCK ON.!
I'm so tired of my habitual old ways. I'm ready for new and improved thinking, being and doing.
The doctor asked me if I could be any animal, what would I be. I immediately said the Black Panther. I'm going to go look up black panther in my "Animal Speak" book by Ted Andrews.
What animal would you be today if you could be any animal that you wanted?
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