I am having a sad, not feel good about self, kind of day. It stinks. I'm not liking it and I'm certainly not enjoying it. I want to hide from the world. I want to hide from myself.
I'm cranky and miserable. I'm cold and tense.
Not doing anything that I want to do and so I'm miserable and pouting.
Feel sorry for myself kind of day. I hate feeling sorry for myself.
So, not a good day for me. Been trying to talk to myself, trying a bunch of different things; but to no avail.
Am I getting coal in my stocking because I'm being a bad girl. What if this isn't being a bad girl and just being human.
Perhaps, it's okay to feel this no matter how much I don't like it.
If this is what an off-day for me is really like; I'm hoping for an on-day real soon!
What if, just perhaps, what if this is a good day for me? Whose to say.
I have a headache. ha. big surprise.
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